Mental Health Mental Illness Support Thread V. How do you feel?

[AbbeyLee]

I love these guys

 

[nuttynutskin]

Here's something similar I was just watching...

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Tired since havent slept enough in 3 days. Cigs also make me almost throw up so theres that.

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

^A good time to stay clear of stims! I'm doing my best with staying away from them, too, though I'm prescribed them.

 

[sewerslide.666mg]

I like the term mental defective....
I got it from a song

 

[Jabberwocky]

Ugh, i want to express how i feel and what i did last night on this forum, but i'm afraid to.

Thinking about @hydroazuanacaine and @jackie jones

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Semi anhedonic which is nothing new but now I also have my nose running. AAARGH.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

So bored that its starting to feel like depression. Maybe I really am a extrovert and need to load my batteries.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Existential crisis at 25. Feeling pretty depressed. I cant stop thinking that people who bullied me back in the day were right after all.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Bullies often go for low blows. Even if it does resinate with you, it doesn't define you.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Yeah I thought about it. Been alone for too long period of a time now with only short stays at my dealers place which as you know can be bad.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Also, people can change, man.

Nothing is set in stone.

Yeah isolation + drugs usually makes me a bit.. off kilter. It's comforting because i am used to it. but sometimes we need to get out of our comfort zone to develop.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

My comfort zone is being alone or with another crazy person. Thats it. Though I applied to work and will go to school in fall if I dont get a work just so I can continue "living" and improving.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I get along with a lot of people typically, but as you said, feel most comfortable around people who are outcasts.

It takes a lot of effort for me to keep up with most people.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

It takes a lot of effort for me to keep up with most people.

I have never been good with people who small talk. I mostly just listen what they have to say until they realize I dont care about small talk.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I struggle with any talk, sometimes.

IRL I'm mad quiet unless I know you really well or I know you're chill as fuck and I can let loose.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

The way I see it, any talk with a stranger is small talk. It has no substance and is just boring. So its the same for me.

Id much rather talk about the meaning of things or just some next level craziness.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Yeah that's true.

Yeah man like when i get comfortable with people and start talking, if you don't know me you're going to think WTF is this kid on.

I'm very nonchalant and quiet to the point of creepy at first, then morph into a sadistic little child with attention problems.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I'm very nonchalant and quiet to the point of creepy at first, then morph into a sadistic little child with attention problems.

Agreed. Humble bragging must be my special talent.

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

All over the place today, my head doesn't seem to be able to work out whether it's calm and happy or anxious and sad.