junkie skumbag
Bluelighter
I just took 40mg of MXE, not experienced with it. I had a reaction that I'm not sure most people do.
I became worried. I became scared that I was choosing drugs over this upcoming semester. I became scared that MXE and other drugs could make me lose my confidence and direction in where I'm going in life. In retrospect, 5 hours after dosing, I guess this means that I got something useful out of my "trip"?
edit: Is it normal to have experiences that aren't quite pleasant, a bit like a helpful insight into how to change?
sounds like you got a bit anxious and contiuned to focus on it.i get profound thoughts when im on mxe about my anxiety ect ect really put things into perspective