junkie skumbag
Bluelighter
I just took 40mg of MXE, not experienced with it. I had a reaction that I'm not sure most people do.
I became worried. I became scared that I was choosing drugs over this upcoming semester. I became scared that MXE and other drugs could make me lose my confidence and direction in where I'm going in life. In retrospect, 5 hours after dosing, I guess this means that I got something useful out of my "trip"?
edit: Is it normal to have experiences that aren't quite pleasant, a bit like a helpful insight into how to change?
sounds like you got a bit anxious and contiuned to focus on it.i get profound thoughts when im on mxe about my anxiety ect ect really put things into perspective

so no more stims for me
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