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I was with Donna. It was my birthday.

I woke up, and decided to check Donna's Facebook, and she uploaded new pictures. Hot. Too hot for me. Not at my best... But how I feel now.

An image with the number- 23, was among the new pictures. It was the cover photo. It has four numbers in it, two of them 23, and the average sum of the four 23. It was of her painted nails, in a magazine.

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Opiate Apathy

Junky's Breakfast


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Video I made to the song "Heroin She Said" By Wolfsheim. It's a video of my preparing and injecting a shot of heroin. Enjoy

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Muhammad declared that lying is acceptable if it is used to make peace.

Also, in war.

In the end, according to Islam, Jesus will return and impose Sharia on the entire world. Islam will be the only acceptable religion. He will break the crosses. Abolish Christianity, of course. Anyone who doesn't convert dies.

People say I am a bigot. If it means I'm the devil to their God, I can accept that. If the Koran is the true message of this God fellow, then I'll refer to the Korans words that Allah is the greatest deceiver (source later), but also the bible verse that says this of Satan.

I don't respect your delusion and mental illness for anything other than what it is. I too have seen certain "truth" revealed to me by angels of God. But I can't accept some as "okay". If such a God wants to judge me, let that be up to God- not man.

Religion... Not your religion.

The Bible also speaks of a man uniting the world under one. He's the Antichrist. The Muslim Jesus closer aligns with the Antichrist.

Fuck Islam. Fuck religious tolerance (to that degree).

I want to start a thread, but not sure since no one seems into this as I am.

So here I sit, hating my life again, my kids are smart enough to keep away from me now, they just leave me be, I want to die, I really really do but I can't cuz what will happen to the kids, I just want the pain to end, what pain all pain every breath I take is pain, yes I have severe depression who the fuck doesn't .
I try to numb my days out with pills, what I wanna know is why. Where did it all go wrong. I had/have it all, supportive husband, great kids, I'm just a shit mother, kids not been to school for two weeks,
I sleep all day cuz I don't want to face the mess I made,

Abc

I am scared for the most part i will die. its been 8 hours and i have heard befor that it will go to your heart and kill you instantly. I would go to the ER but my whole family would be divistated that i started using again. Honestly I am a recreational user and have been using the same needle for way too long and it broke off in my arm. If I could hold off to go to the ER till this wound heels that would be good bc I could say this happened a while ago. I would know if it started to get infected. After the tip broke off I immediatly tried getting it out with tweesers but couldnt find it. I know I didnt hit the vein. Somebody please tell me i am all right without going to the ER in the next 2 weeks untill after it heals.

Well I survived rehab. I survived kicking suboxone. It was rough really rough actually. 3 weeks of nasty sickness. Then I shot dope 2 hours after I got off the plane but really that's hear nor there in my mind. I met some interesting people there but I realized that I don't necessarily fit the mold. These kids are listening to MTV jams all day while I'm reading books on politics. These kids don't know shit bout drugs I'm trying to educate them the whole time like a teacher or some shit it was weird. I really can't believe how fucking useless drug treatment is I often felt like I had stepped into the twilight zone. Like is it 1956 or 2014? I started to wonder for real. Like there best answer is that i need a spiritual awakening. Right thatll be the day. Im fairly certain that god is not coming to save me. It's no wonder the success rate is so low it would have been funny if lives weren't at stake. There where times I couldn't help but roll my eyes and laugh at how fucking screwed I am. I ended up just telling them what I thought they wanted to hear to get out.

I'm back in college right now for the summer mini term. But it feels pointless I feel like this shit is for the birds. I want to do something important I want to change the world. I see all this injustice all this pain and it hurts my soul. I see the war and I just want to yell hold the fuck on! Why do you want to lock me and my brothers in cages for being sad? Why can't we just live our lives? Why all this struggle? Why all this pain? What should I do?

At the end of the day I'm not going to do shit. I'm paralyzed by indecision and fear. I'm going to watch life pass me by as I work some soul destroying job. I am going to die alone and regret the shit I didn't do. I should be out protesting writing a book hitch hiking across the country cooking meth in the woods. Doing something besides sitting here wasting away. I dont know why I don't. I'm honestly scared to figure out why I don't. I'm scared I'm going to realize I am a coward. I would rather live in a haze of drugs then confront reality.

A Junky Personal


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Junky Logic


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A Junky Unwinds


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Fuck You Bronchitis Pt. 2


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Fuck You Bronchitis


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Self Indulgence


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Music is My Metronome


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