new to the site, found the site looking for more info on mdpv.
my experience with it was a record high for both ends of the buzz/comedown spectrum. i'll keep this post short as i am only here to learn but wanted to post my experience with it.
Cliffnotes
-Half a gram lasted 7 people from midnight to about 10am.
-Roughly same high as cocaine, but we all didn't experience the side effects that come with cocaine. Meaning no stuffed/swollen nose, no burning, no jaw clenching or teeth grinding. We just talked a lot and ended up not even drinking the keg we had
-For me, there was no drive to continuously do more, doses were taken every hour some times more. The effects seemed to last longer than cocaine although I am biased about cocaine due to my past.
-Ultimately, due to 9-10 hours of dosing, the crash was considerably hard. Without a doubt, i had my first "psychosis" crash. Which would have had me freaked out if I was alone, but I had a friend to talk to until I felt normal again. There is a very detailed summary of my crash symptoms and my own analysis of my comedown. It is something I don't want to see anyone else go through, maybe worth reading for new users to MDPV.
Long story short
I'm a (personal opinion) reformed cocaine addict at 22yrs old. I was clean of all drugs save for cannabis about 8 months prior to trying mdpv. Anyway, a friend of mine got mdpv and gave me a gram of it.
He made it absolutely clear that with my history with cocaine, mdpv is nothing like it as far as doses, side effects, and come down. Afraid of accidentally killing me (i think), he spent about 8 hours at my house thursday while we sat around doing small 4-5mg bumps. Surprisingly we only did 3 each. This experience was vital to my survival, as I would have kept bumping the doses up indefinitely like I used to with cocaine if he wasn't there to break out and monitor my doses. Needless to say, thank you friend.
Friday I went to a party, i refrained from using it until right before it, which I got there
around midnight. 6 of my close friends, a few shots, and 2 bumps of mdpv had me right back where I loved to be with cocaine (we will come back to this). In the moment, I was having a blast.
So I tell my friends about mdpv, these are mostly guys who love drinking and downers but I figure since I have more than enough to see if anyone wanted to get up. They all did lol. We eventually found ourselves grilling steak and chicken just to cook it (we all couldn't eat more than a bite), having call of duty MF2 tournaments at 5AM, going offroading, etc.. etc... This may sound a bit exorbitant, but we were all driven to DO SOMETHING, not sit around and drink. This could be a good or bad thing, I'm just glad we all know our alcoholic limits and even then MDPV seemed to push me towards water or soda opposed to something alcoholic.
At about 10am I left with my friend. I went back and weighed what I had left. We had only used about half a gram that night. A bit over, but a lot was still clinging to the bag. I got home feeling great, just a bit retarded. I found my body functions to be moot, i had no coordination. Now the come down.
The come down
Thank God my friend came back to my place with me, he must have known this was going to happen. I'm getting ready for a cocaine crash, but this was something much much more. I am food deprived, sleep deprived, and crashing hard. I can feel my head heating up and my chest pounding. This is nothing like cocaine...
I try to be normal with my friend, it works for about an hour... until my Roommates mother knocks on the front door. This sets in an unbelievable amount of paranoia that sent me into a downward spiral of every imaginable worst cast scenario coming true. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack or brain aneurysm any minute. My friend tells me I'm not burning up and my heart isn't pounding out of my chest but mentally I'm so unstable I can't tell the difference. Was he lying to calm me down? Probably. It felt so real though.
Without him there telling me he has been through this and that him and I were going to just ride it out I honestly believe that this freak out could have potentially killed me just because of how unbelievably amplified my emotions were during this come down... I was out of control, which was just another thing on my mind causing this emotional rollercoaster.
During the peak of my comedown, I thought of everything in my life, every decision, everything leading me up to this point. Every worst case scenario, every option. I thought about my night with MDPV, the similar effects of cocaine, how disgusted I was with my life the night I cold turkey quit cocaine.
My friend there made talking it out the best thing ever, I feel if he wasn't there I would have turned schizophrenic just for a reason to talk out loud. Last night was a reminder of why I stopped abusing drugs and instead using them in recreation with safety and moderation.
Overall, I really like MDPV's feeling, no burning nose or stuffy nose the next day, no drips of pain or blowing your nose the next day... nothing except a very very severe comedown if abused. If I do it again I will do it with much more responsibility. To anyone out there trying it for the first time, it could have just been MY EXPERIENCE, but refrain from abusing this like me. I have an addictive personality and pride overflowing... last night was a reminder that I am only human, and what I read about on the internet and the stories I hear... those can happen to me. I could have been just another obituary in the newspaper last night if I wasn't with my friend.
my experience with it was a record high for both ends of the buzz/comedown spectrum. i'll keep this post short as i am only here to learn but wanted to post my experience with it.
Cliffnotes
-Half a gram lasted 7 people from midnight to about 10am.
-Roughly same high as cocaine, but we all didn't experience the side effects that come with cocaine. Meaning no stuffed/swollen nose, no burning, no jaw clenching or teeth grinding. We just talked a lot and ended up not even drinking the keg we had
-For me, there was no drive to continuously do more, doses were taken every hour some times more. The effects seemed to last longer than cocaine although I am biased about cocaine due to my past.
-Ultimately, due to 9-10 hours of dosing, the crash was considerably hard. Without a doubt, i had my first "psychosis" crash. Which would have had me freaked out if I was alone, but I had a friend to talk to until I felt normal again. There is a very detailed summary of my crash symptoms and my own analysis of my comedown. It is something I don't want to see anyone else go through, maybe worth reading for new users to MDPV.
Long story short
I'm a (personal opinion) reformed cocaine addict at 22yrs old. I was clean of all drugs save for cannabis about 8 months prior to trying mdpv. Anyway, a friend of mine got mdpv and gave me a gram of it.
He made it absolutely clear that with my history with cocaine, mdpv is nothing like it as far as doses, side effects, and come down. Afraid of accidentally killing me (i think), he spent about 8 hours at my house thursday while we sat around doing small 4-5mg bumps. Surprisingly we only did 3 each. This experience was vital to my survival, as I would have kept bumping the doses up indefinitely like I used to with cocaine if he wasn't there to break out and monitor my doses. Needless to say, thank you friend.
Friday I went to a party, i refrained from using it until right before it, which I got there
around midnight. 6 of my close friends, a few shots, and 2 bumps of mdpv had me right back where I loved to be with cocaine (we will come back to this). In the moment, I was having a blast.
So I tell my friends about mdpv, these are mostly guys who love drinking and downers but I figure since I have more than enough to see if anyone wanted to get up. They all did lol. We eventually found ourselves grilling steak and chicken just to cook it (we all couldn't eat more than a bite), having call of duty MF2 tournaments at 5AM, going offroading, etc.. etc... This may sound a bit exorbitant, but we were all driven to DO SOMETHING, not sit around and drink. This could be a good or bad thing, I'm just glad we all know our alcoholic limits and even then MDPV seemed to push me towards water or soda opposed to something alcoholic.
At about 10am I left with my friend. I went back and weighed what I had left. We had only used about half a gram that night. A bit over, but a lot was still clinging to the bag. I got home feeling great, just a bit retarded. I found my body functions to be moot, i had no coordination. Now the come down.
The come down
Thank God my friend came back to my place with me, he must have known this was going to happen. I'm getting ready for a cocaine crash, but this was something much much more. I am food deprived, sleep deprived, and crashing hard. I can feel my head heating up and my chest pounding. This is nothing like cocaine...
I try to be normal with my friend, it works for about an hour... until my Roommates mother knocks on the front door. This sets in an unbelievable amount of paranoia that sent me into a downward spiral of every imaginable worst cast scenario coming true. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack or brain aneurysm any minute. My friend tells me I'm not burning up and my heart isn't pounding out of my chest but mentally I'm so unstable I can't tell the difference. Was he lying to calm me down? Probably. It felt so real though.
Without him there telling me he has been through this and that him and I were going to just ride it out I honestly believe that this freak out could have potentially killed me just because of how unbelievably amplified my emotions were during this come down... I was out of control, which was just another thing on my mind causing this emotional rollercoaster.
During the peak of my comedown, I thought of everything in my life, every decision, everything leading me up to this point. Every worst case scenario, every option. I thought about my night with MDPV, the similar effects of cocaine, how disgusted I was with my life the night I cold turkey quit cocaine.
My friend there made talking it out the best thing ever, I feel if he wasn't there I would have turned schizophrenic just for a reason to talk out loud. Last night was a reminder of why I stopped abusing drugs and instead using them in recreation with safety and moderation.
Overall, I really like MDPV's feeling, no burning nose or stuffy nose the next day, no drips of pain or blowing your nose the next day... nothing except a very very severe comedown if abused. If I do it again I will do it with much more responsibility. To anyone out there trying it for the first time, it could have just been MY EXPERIENCE, but refrain from abusing this like me. I have an addictive personality and pride overflowing... last night was a reminder that I am only human, and what I read about on the internet and the stories I hear... those can happen to me. I could have been just another obituary in the newspaper last night if I wasn't with my friend.