^ Yeah, I was just gonna come in here and recommend DMT as well!
The perspective DMT allows is totally alien, AND more. When I came out of my last breakthrough just the other day, I distinctly remember (although they seem to partially evaporate from memory) the feeling of my hair brushing against my shoulder triggering the realization that I DO in fact have hair, and subsequent astonishment at the oddity of this big mop that hangs from my head. Human perspective was seemingly stripped away leaving a wonderfully pure and bizarre perception of the body itself.
I HIGHLY recommend DMT, though. Go ahead and order some mimosa hostilis root bark, and follow a STB tek. It's cheap. It's easy. You need no "connections". It's a top ranking psychedelic in my book. I've
never had a bad trip on the stuff, despite taking it countless times. There shouldn't be anything stopping you.