for anyone here craving opiates, and especially carsons_koolaid, suboxone really does help with the cravings and the pain. I know it's like substituting one addiction for another but it's hard to run out of subs, you get a script for more than u need usually and u always have them on hand. I get a script for 8mg per day and take 1mg and I don't feel the need to take more. It's like 20 times stronger than morphine and small amounts work really well, they just don't get u high thou. I haven't relapsed in 6 months and I think sub is a big part of it. I only take 1mg and have no pain, and pain was a major reason I go into heroin in the first place. Also if u go to a sub doctor to get it, it's all private and no one, not even another doctor, will know u are getting it. It also makes u feel pretty normal so u can work. It's an option to consider if opiate cravings get so hard to handle that they make life difficult.
Sleeping is pretty much my favorite part of the day. i've been feeling really sad the last 2 days that I just can't be the person other people in my life want me to be. I don't have much energy or motivation. I know that if I got some dope I'd feel awesome, clean my house and just be some much more motivated to do stuff and move around. Dope is my stimulant of choice. Drugs do really make me feel better. I'm hoping that it's mainly due to PAWS right now and I'll starting feeling better. But I've been off dope for 6 months and it has gotten somewhat better I guess. I'm getting a YMCA membership, hopefully that helps with energy. My favorite thing to do these days is sitting on BL.
