• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E

What's the worst thing you've done to get drug money?

When I stole it was nothing major.... just some money here and there. Or taking other's prescriptions (a lot of the time they didn't need it anymore). However I still don't condone stealing.. I just think selling yourself is worse.... Yeah stealing is horrible but you can correct your wrongs. I have repayed people back for the most part or secretly put money back into their wallet (not everyone though....). I mean yes you still feel like shit for doing that but I believe when one resorts to selling themselves its much harder to get over that. And its a lot harder to forgive yourself/live with. Yes, I have stolen but I'm not going to lie I don't dwell on it. I know I am not that person.... I never really was but at the height of my addiction I started to do things I never would have before. Now if I would have sold myself I know I wouldn't be able to move on..... I don't know its hard to explain but in the end it's all personal opinion.... I just know I wont resort to either or steal ever again and back then I only stole a few times. I made my money other ways and that was without a 9 to 5.
 
ixy said:
I always thought stealing was worse than doing something sexual. I mean there were a few times where i stole from people, but i felt so bad about it that after that i just sold myself :/
i guess I feel like i have a right to hurt myself, but not to hurt other people
Click to expand...

I agree with you 100%. At least your body is yours to sell!

Never stolen money or anything for drugs, I've stolen drugs before though. And I've gotten friends to steal their parents' medication for me. And I once gave head for a bag of heroin. Another time I kissed a guy for a bit of speed.
 
It was for alcohol and I wasn't desperate either, but a few years ago I got off for Christmas and decided we need to celebrate. Instead of buying drink, I thought it would be good to go into my local T***o's supermarket and steal a bag of drink. I got away with it the first time by complete luck (the security guard was off). I thought it was easy and decided to try it again, I ended up getting arrested.

Haven't attempted to steal anything again since then.
 
class-a-team said:
I agree with you 100%. At least your body is yours to sell!

Never stolen money or anything for drugs, I've stolen drugs before though. And I've gotten friends to steal their parents' medication for me. And I once gave head for a bag of heroin. Another time I kissed a guy for a bit of speed.
Click to expand...

I think if a person is okay with making a girl give them head in exchange for heroin then its okay to rob that person. They must be a piece of shit anyways..... lol I'm terrible but this is kind of a good reasoning.
 
hmm.. i think while my doctor was outside dealing with someone who had come in as he'd broken his leg and running into the medication area of the practice i was at and stealing boxes and boxes of DHC valium and xanax was the worst for me. all the medications were marked in alphabetical order so it wasn't hard to find them. i think i managed to pull out of there with about 1000 tablets shoved into every single pocket i had. when he returned and my pockets were full of strips of meds i was shitting myself that he'd find out. luckily i got away with it and i never went to that practice ever again.
 
xstayfadedx said:
I think if a person is okay with making a girl give them head in exchange for heroin then its okay to rob that person. They must be a piece of shit anyways..... lol I'm terrible but this is kind of a good reasoning.
Click to expand...

That's very true. But he actually gave me money, I just spent it on heroin. 8)
 
SineWaveSoldier said:
Lol ahh i'm a dude but i'll throw some dirt in here
The electronics... shit 4 technics, 2 sets of m audio monitors, a 2000 dollar alienware laptop, midi controllers, an allen & heath xone 62 mixer
Any edm heads in here know thats a pretty serious set of gear. Thousands in other shit but thats the game. I've had millions go through my hands I bet. Fuckin 'a
I've fucked for places to stay whilst getting high. A few times, lol a few times. I kind of saw a couple tricks a couple different times that would turn tricks and come give their shit to me to fuck them. I mean thats as far as it goes but ladies feel not one bit bad.
I've sold my soul as much as yall sold anything that counts.
And I gave my shit out for plenty in return lol. Fuck the shame I was young it was fun.
Click to expand...

ive got all your gear, and i feel sorry for your pain that you had to get rid of it. i did the same, but managed to get it back
 
xstayfadedx said:
I think if a person is okay with making a girl give them head in exchange for heroin then its okay to rob that person. They must be a piece of shit anyways..... lol I'm terrible but this is kind of a good reasoning.
Click to expand...
he probably is a piece of shit, but the girl did agree to it. I feel like if you agree to something of your own freewill then any mental shit you have to deal with is on you.
Although, i don't know how much freewill you have when your dope sick, so never mind, go ahead and rob those sleazy piece of shit fat fucktard bastards
 
^yeah to take advantage of a dope sick person is messed up.... its sad anyone has to resort to selling themselves. I mean it would be different if you actually wanted to do it.... and what I mean by that is most people sell themselves as a last option. Now if you do it because you choose to ans not because this is the only way you can get your money then so be it. I don't see why not because clearly you thought about it and it wasn't just a "okay there's nothing else I can do.... so fuck it" kind of decision.
 
xstayfadedx said:
^yeah to take advantage of a dope sick person is messed up.... its sad anyone has to resort to selling themselves. I mean it would be different if you actually wanted to do it.... and what I mean by that is most people sell themselves as a last option. Now if you do it because you choose to ans not because this is the only way you can get your money then so be it. I don't see why not because clearly you thought about it and it wasn't just a "okay there's nothing else I can do.... so fuck it" kind of decision.
Click to expand...

problem is that only you made yourself dopesick. taking advantage of people is wrong but to act like the dealer is to blame when it was consensual is unfair. hes a jerk for offering and youre the idiot for accepting. but you cant expect most dealers to have respect for you, truly inside he hates you. to him you have to be categorized as a lowlife junkie because that makes the job easier. if he cared about you he wouldnt be selling you shit that'll steal your soul.
 
I tried to rob a chemist but the hard ass bitch pharmacist said you picked the wrong place this my second day here iv'e worked for 20 + years in the physch ward at the prison & I KNOW YOU ARN'T GOING TO STAB ME SO NO SCRIPT NO DRUGS ! so I jumped the counter but still couldn't find what I wanted so ran got caught but as was first offence & there were a lot of mitagating circ + got a lot of character refs & a lenient judge got off w a wholly suspended jail sentance thank god!!
 
Stole money from my best friend. I have stolen drugs from family members that didn't take em, robbed dealers at gunpoint, lied, cheated, fucked over so many people.


Stealing from my best friend is what bothers me the most...he really would have just givin' me the money had I asked
 
indybreaker said:
ive got all your gear, and i feel sorry for your pain that you had to get rid of it. i did the same, but managed to get it back
Click to expand...
Its all good. And I'll get it all back too. That was over 10 years. I mean I sold the shit after I'd been unemployed for a while I wasn't playing out, getting tracks, or lots of times even wanting to set my techs up in places I was staying.
They'd sit for a while or I'd get locked up and not able to work on tunes and I needed the money. Not always just for drugs.
 
Ive stolen money. Ive stolen my moms meds too but didnt feel bad about it cause she uses them to get high just like I do. I've kind of had sex for drugs but Id have probably done it any way so not sure if that counts. The only thing I really regret that I remember is stealing money from my friends bands' merch table when I was in high school...
 
It depends what you consider 'worst'. I have done things that I would consider immoral that wouldn't even get me arrested but I regret doing them and am ashamed of them. But I have also robbed drug dealers at gun point which would get me a long time in jail but I don't feel bad about it as they were violent criminals themselves.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top