xstayfadedx
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When I stole it was nothing major.... just some money here and there. Or taking other's prescriptions (a lot of the time they didn't need it anymore). However I still don't condone stealing.. I just think selling yourself is worse.... Yeah stealing is horrible but you can correct your wrongs. I have repayed people back for the most part or secretly put money back into their wallet (not everyone though....). I mean yes you still feel like shit for doing that but I believe when one resorts to selling themselves its much harder to get over that. And its a lot harder to forgive yourself/live with. Yes, I have stolen but I'm not going to lie I don't dwell on it. I know I am not that person.... I never really was but at the height of my addiction I started to do things I never would have before. Now if I would have sold myself I know I wouldn't be able to move on..... I don't know its hard to explain but in the end it's all personal opinion.... I just know I wont resort to either or steal ever again and back then I only stole a few times. I made my money other ways and that was without a 9 to 5.