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What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. Special K and Weedies

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Hylight said:
i couldn't finish it all ☹
bit it worked so much
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I still miss my kratom. I only took it 4 weeks straight bit had to stop cold turkey after it messed up my digestive system and made me severely unwell. Really nasty withdrawals as well as I couldn't taper down.

I did love the effects though. I'm sure I would be a daily user if I could. It just made me feel much happier every time I took it.
 
Doing the Suboxone thing... Only been a week. Working on figuring out the dosage still. Dosing seems different than I remember from when I had tablets back in the day. Got strips now. It's been probably 5+ years since I did the sub thing though.

As fuck me! I am so fucking sick of the random shit that they sell as dope now a days. Some random shit in a bag with some fent or rc sprinkled on top if you're lucky. What I wouldn't give to for my any of my old pain management scripts. Fuck the current US medical climate, Andrew Kolodny, PROP, Etc. :mad:

Anyways it's great to see you're still around the place @Captain.Heroin. I lost access to my old account over the years thus this new one. I remember chatting with you back when you created the Micron Mega thread & the like. It's nice to see ya. I hope things are going as best as possible for you.

As for the rest of my morning fix just doing some dabs & a few bowls of Wedding Cake mixed with Sour Diesel. I find it to be an interesting tasting blend. It's taking a lil edge off the day at least.

Got some "dope" dropped off unexpectedly. Not gonna try it today though. Looks almost pinkish; probably some U4 shit. Forgot to tell the person I was good; so I got stuck grabbing it. Short & pricey as well. Was my bad forgetting to tell em though.

Anyways time for the last of the morning; another dab & another bowl or 2. Then it's time to get some shit done & get some gaming going. I don't smoke in this room due to my gaming PC. Gotta figure a way around that one of these days.

Again it's nice seeing you're still around the place Captain. (y)
 
I_Hate_This_Place said:
Fuck the current US medical climate
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It's honestly, really the government. Doctors are reporting drug shortages. There's the doctors who prescribe and they will relate what the feds will/will not let them get away with directly to you. The feds are chemical totalitarians. Not nazis, or communists. Far left-right idealists would demand food, water, shelter, medicine, clothing, and work be available for their citizens. These are mirrored tenets of Communism and National Socialism alike.

Only in predatory totalitarian/lasseiz faire capitalism systems can these things become commodities.

Even Hitler was handing out Pervitin and morphine to the soldiers, I mean, FFS. Think about it. It's clear to me that the US gov't conspired to help the NS uprising in Europe, that this culminated in keeping China and Russia in their place (long-term US imperialist goals, we will never surrender: planet earth will be obliterated near-instantly before they win) so that we could come in at the end, during the third act and the misery and play saviors to the victims of the Holocaust and save the French from their own fucked mess that they brought on themselves. Most of Europe were victims of Nazi Germany IMO but the French fuckin' earned it and we should have let them have most of France. Germany is more modern/progressive/liberal compared to France now, hialriously, as if we saved France so they could be their own far-right NS nation, not Germany's far-right NS nation. These ironies should never be lost on you.

And they say "opioid crisis".... what, 10-20 k Americans dying a year is a crisis? My ex / best friend just died of passive euthanasia from organ failure due to alcoholism = 110k Americans a year, or 440k Americans a year from cigarettes?

Give me 10,000 people so I can throw them under the bus: my civil rights are more important, and so are yours my friend! AND THE 10,000 PEOPLE I WANT ARE ANY/ALL LAWYERS OR STATE AG'S SUING THE SACKLER FAMILY. STOP THE PERSECUTION OF SUCCESSFUL BUSINESSMEN BECAUSE YOU SUCK AT CAPITALISM. Please. $14 billion dollars isn't enough to pay off the federal deficit EVEN ONE THOUSAND SACKLER FAMILIES WEALTH BEING CONFISCATED WOULDN'T PAY OFF THE FEDERAL DEFICIT! It isn't enough to build the border wall. FOR FUCK SAKE they earned their money, and money doesn't buy happiness: ask every ghost of a heroin/oxycodone overdose victim! Why do you want to take their money? So you can be a rich and have trust fund babies so they can go out in the real world, with no parental training because you suck, and then they OD and die too? FUCK THAT NOISE!

The Sackler family didn't have to sell us out to the Russians like the Trump family did. Or McConnell. And AFAIK they aren't white nationalists like Rep. Steven King. STOP THE PERSECUTION OF THE SACKLERS GOD DAMN IT! Gawd.

Anyways it's great to see you're still around the place @Captain.Heroin. I lost access to my old account over the years thus this new one. I remember chatting with you back when you created the Micron Mega thread & the like. It's nice to see ya. I hope things are going as best as possible for you.
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I'm going through a lot of hardships and am actively suicidal right now. 2019 was pants down the worst year of my life.

I'll be alive and kickin' it for a while fighting for your civil rights to get high on whatever rocks your boat man, just be safe and get high with others and have narcan available. No one should have to OD and die alone. Looking out for each other = more heroin tomorrow :p

I personally had to give it up and buprenorphine up completely and haven't used that shit for years. Just shatter, alcohol, benzos, and mental disorder misery here. ;)
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Said a lot & I'll save space by just saying this quote instead of copying it all. ;)
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I'm sorry to hear your having a rough year! 2019 has been the same on my end actually. Pretty much exactly the same; sadly enough. Fuck this year; indeed.

I agree 100% on you're points BTW. When I said fuck the medical climate I meant the position doctors are in due to the government. I wasn't to clear. So you're spot on there!

My doctor actually has told me they are so sorry they can't treat my pain that they're just to worried about the government, etc. So I don't blame the doctors in this case. More like fuck the government as you said.

You stated the whole situation quite well actually! (y)

As for usage, I've always been quite careful. Always Narcan & on hand. Generally I don't IV powders anyways. Pretty much just micron filtered shit that I know exactly what it is. With the random shit that goes around now a days I don't find it worth it. If I do it I just sniff it. Haven't seen heroin in years I don't think... Been sold lots of stuff that people call heroin but as I mentioned in another thread the last time I tested some shit last year 19 out of 20 batches of "heroin" tested negative. Had opioid properties but negative for heroin. The 1 positive was "very low". I'll be waiting on the day I see heroin again. I'm happy with anything that works for the pain honestly. Whatever regimen works I say.

Keep up the good fight man! I'm glad to hear that regardless of the situation no one's keeping you down. You still got the fight in ya. :)

I hear ya on it being a fucked year though. Hell I had half my teeth extracted & that's not even a start on the dental issues that showed up out of nowhere this year. Turns out the simple extract all of them (not exactly thrilled to have all my teeth extracted but I'm an "It is what it is" kinda guy) extraction is not so simple. Surgeon goes "Fuck no the bottom ones the roots all go into the jawbone & have nerves wrapped around them. Being that you're autistic if I fuck up you'll have nerve damage & probably kill yourself when it drives you nuts. You'll have to find a research hospital or something with a specialist to do it inpatient. Good luck." I'd never even had a cavity before last year! My teeth just like turned black & disintegrated in like a year. One of my many fun health conditions. Some auto-immune bullshit most likely. Based on my other health conditions & what I was told.

On top of having lost my pain medications; I lost access to the methadone that I'd been using for quite some time as a replacement. My main painkiller for the dental procedure actually. No idea WTF I'm gonna do about part 2. No point ranting about it though. It is what it is. It's nice to have Bluelight again to talk to people on. I've been away to many years. I lost access to my old account & I just couldn't bring myself to make a new one. I'm glad I did now though.

Hmm, now that you mentioned it by the year & made me think about when shit got worse... Yeah; fuck 2019!

I hear ya on that for sure. This year has been fucktastic in terms of how much it sucks. 8)

Well hopefully it improves for the both of us. It's been nice catching up with ya. I'm sure we'll be speaking again in the future. In the meantime we'll just have to keep up the good fight my man.
 
This morning~


60mgs dxm

300mg magnesium glycinate,
500mg gaba, (the supplement not med) ,500mg taurine, 150mg relora, 200mg l-theanine and 2000iu vit d3.


145mg methadone
Large cup coffee with swiss cocoa
Yogi positive mood tea
Green tea with 20mg full spec cbd added
10mg full spec Cbd oil under tounge
Small bowl hemp flower
American spirt cigs
 
sub21lime said:
This morning~


60mgs dxm

300mg magnesium glycinate,
500mg gaba, (the supplement not med) ,500mg taurine, 150mg relora, 200mg l-theanine and 2000iu vit d3.


145mg methadone
Large cup coffee with swiss cocoa
Yogi positive mood tea
Green tea with 20mg full spec cbd added
10mg full spec Cbd oil under tounge
Small bowl hemp flower
American spirt cigs
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All sounds very medicinal. Obviously it would be nice to have no need for the methadone in an ideal world, but lots of good stuff there for sure and good on you.

Did you get your DXM from Alibaba?
 
2 cups of Chamomile tea
300mg Tramadol liquid form
Magnesium, Pine Pollen, Grapefruit seed extract
0.125mg Triazolam
0.25mg Alprazolam
2mg Clonazepam
40mg Oxycodone IR oral and 40mg nasal

The fast acting SSRI / SNRI effect of Tramadol is awesome.
IME no other substance acts this fast and lifts up your mood.
For me Tramadol is more of a SSRI / SNRI than an opioid.
 
Was so high, doing so great, was coming back to life and real life was going to cause me to panic/mentally shut down once again so I kept productive but I couldn't stop panicking 8( so

2mg alprazolam

probably another dab coming up

OPTIMISM
 
I_Hate_This_Place said:
I'm sorry to hear your having a rough year! 2019 has been the same on my end actually. Pretty much exactly the same; sadly enough. Fuck this year; indeed.

I agree 100% on you're points BTW. When I said fuck the medical climate I meant the position doctors are in due to the government. I wasn't to clear. So you're spot on there!

My doctor actually has told me they are so sorry they can't treat my pain that they're just to worried about the government, etc. So I don't blame the doctors in this case. More like fuck the government as you said.

You stated the whole situation quite well actually! (y)

As for usage, I've always been quite careful. Always Narcan & on hand. Generally I don't IV powders anyways. Pretty much just micron filtered shit that I know exactly what it is. With the random shit that goes around now a days I don't find it worth it. If I do it I just sniff it. Haven't seen heroin in years I don't think... Been sold lots of stuff that people call heroin but as I mentioned in another thread the last time I tested some shit last year 19 out of 20 batches of "heroin" tested negative. Had opioid properties but negative for heroin. The 1 positive was "very low". I'll be waiting on the day I see heroin again. I'm happy with anything that works for the pain honestly. Whatever regimen works I say.

Keep up the good fight man! I'm glad to hear that regardless of the situation no one's keeping you down. You still got the fight in ya. :)

I hear ya on it being a fucked year though. Hell I had half my teeth extracted & that's not even a start on the dental issues that showed up out of nowhere this year. Turns out the simple extract all of them (not exactly thrilled to have all my teeth extracted but I'm an "It is what it is" kinda guy) extraction is not so simple. Surgeon goes "Fuck no the bottom ones the roots all go into the jawbone & have nerves wrapped around them. Being that you're autistic if I fuck up you'll have nerve damage & probably kill yourself when it drives you nuts. You'll have to find a research hospital or something with a specialist to do it inpatient. Good luck." I'd never even had a cavity before last year! My teeth just like turned black & disintegrated in like a year. One of my many fun health conditions. Some auto-immune bullshit most likely. Based on my other health conditions & what I was told.

On top of having lost my pain medications; I lost access to the methadone that I'd been using for quite some time as a replacement. My main painkiller for the dental procedure actually. No idea WTF I'm gonna do about part 2. No point ranting about it though. It is what it is. It's nice to have Bluelight again to talk to people on. I've been away to many years. I lost access to my old account & I just couldn't bring myself to make a new one. I'm glad I did now though.

Hmm, now that you mentioned it by the year & made me think about when shit got worse... Yeah; fuck 2019!

I hear ya on that for sure. This year has been fucktastic in terms of how much it sucks. 8)

Well hopefully it improves for the both of us. It's been nice catching up with ya. I'm sure we'll be speaking again in the future. In the meantime we'll just have to keep up the good fight my man.
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Yeah it sucks doctors have a heart and the gov't doesn't. So sick.

CHEERS, TO A BETTER YEAR AHEAD OF US!
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Yeah it sucks doctors have a heart and the gov't doesn't. So sick.

CHEERS, TO A BETTER YEAR AHEAD OF US!
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It's the drug companies who don't have a heart. What they could do for everybody and the world and still be pig rich, keeping and allowing us to be moderately more comfortable while still keeping us sick enough lol!

Haha that's my vision for future utopia, a sort of compromise.

Please just ignore me I am still off my head from a little too much acid last week and I did break my intention of waiting at least a week, I took a 50ug daytime dose only 3 days after 650ug.

So about 1.30pm (I'm really not even sure, it was before my shower. I kept meaning to check but tlme slipped and I wasn't bothered enough)- 50ug 1cP-LSD, followed by a nice sized edible cannabis dose, Outdoor Sativa strain Fantasmo Express.

Black tea to wash edibles down. Feeling the 50ug early on, and enough to be very aware of the effects by then (?)

I didn't know how muted the effects would be after such a heavy trip 3 days ago.
I feel it though. I had a come up for sure. Don't really like acid comeups. I love it once it settles out and any physical discomfort has usually eased, and suddenly everything is absolutely amazing and you have the world at your fingertips it seems.

The 50ug doses, are faster and gentler to reach that headspace of just being poorly appreciative of life and the moment with a nice hallucinogenic tins of bright colours and visual effects and strong LSD bodily sensations.

Massively enhancing cannabis and vice versa.

So vapor followed edibles as I was very jittery, off my head on weed and acid already. The vaporizer helped and the 50ug is definitely there.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Yeah it sucks doctors have a heart and the gov't doesn't. So sick.

CHEERS, TO A BETTER YEAR AHEAD OF US!
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Thanks man. Here's hoping! 🤞

Wilson Wilson said:
10mg dex, 1mg alprazolam, 120mg DHC.

My breakfast every morning before work.
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Nice way to start the day. (y) :)

As for myself I decided to double up the suboxone dose in the hopes that I feel a bit better. Not that I ever notice anything from suboxone besides maybe a minor bit of pain relief but I digress. I need to get out the door & get this new OnePlus 7 Pro switched over to. Sick of my cellphone being a landline since the battery is so shot. :rolleyes:

I could just do it myself but I gotta run near the store cellphone store anyway so I figure it might save time vs calling tech support but I digress. As I tend to do. My apologies.

I'm not sure if I'm just coming down with something or perhaps there's enough of a difference between brands that I notice it. Considering the % variability that is allowed in the U.S. 8)

Other than that the usual cannabis. Mixed a few bowls of Wedding Cake & Sour Diesel. Interesting flavor combo. ;) Throw in a couple dabs I'm about to go do & hopefully we'll get this day actually going. Get out that door. 🤞
 
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