Ganjcat
Bluelighter
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Redbull? Ughsativa and more sativa
redbull
and antihistamine hungover
im ashamed
Redbull? Ughsativa and more sativa
redbull
and antihistamine hungover
hows the kratom?~3.5g kratom
coffee
weed
cig
coffee
.5mg alpr
out the door
Would love to dive into some good trip.............................................
i couldn't finish it all ☹Redbull? Ugh
im ashamed
I still miss my kratom. I only took it 4 weeks straight bit had to stop cold turkey after it messed up my digestive system and made me severely unwell. Really nasty withdrawals as well as I couldn't taper down.i couldn't finish it all ☹
bit it worked so much
It's honestly, really the government. Doctors are reporting drug shortages. There's the doctors who prescribe and they will relate what the feds will/will not let them get away with directly to you. The feds are chemical totalitarians. Not nazis, or communists. Far left-right idealists would demand food, water, shelter, medicine, clothing, and work be available for their citizens. These are mirrored tenets of Communism and National Socialism alike.Fuck the current US medical climate
I'm going through a lot of hardships and am actively suicidal right now. 2019 was pants down the worst year of my life.Anyways it's great to see you're still around the place @Captain.Heroin. I lost access to my old account over the years thus this new one. I remember chatting with you back when you created the Micron Mega thread & the like. It's nice to see ya. I hope things are going as best as possible for you.
Said a lot & I'll save space by just saying this quote instead of copying it all.![]()
Decent and affordable.hows the kratom?
All sounds very medicinal. Obviously it would be nice to have no need for the methadone in an ideal world, but lots of good stuff there for sure and good on you.This morning~
60mgs dxm
300mg magnesium glycinate,
500mg gaba, (the supplement not med) ,500mg taurine, 150mg relora, 200mg l-theanine and 2000iu vit d3.
145mg methadone
Large cup coffee with swiss cocoa
Yogi positive mood tea
Green tea with 20mg full spec cbd added
10mg full spec Cbd oil under tounge
Small bowl hemp flower
American spirt cigs
Yeah it sucks doctors have a heart and the gov't doesn't. So sick.I'm sorry to hear your having a rough year! 2019 has been the same on my end actually. Pretty much exactly the same; sadly enough. Fuck this year; indeed.
I agree 100% on you're points BTW. When I said fuck the medical climate I meant the position doctors are in due to the government. I wasn't to clear. So you're spot on there!
My doctor actually has told me they are so sorry they can't treat my pain that they're just to worried about the government, etc. So I don't blame the doctors in this case. More like fuck the government as you said.
You stated the whole situation quite well actually! (y)
As for usage, I've always been quite careful. Always Narcan & on hand. Generally I don't IV powders anyways. Pretty much just micron filtered shit that I know exactly what it is. With the random shit that goes around now a days I don't find it worth it. If I do it I just sniff it. Haven't seen heroin in years I don't think... Been sold lots of stuff that people call heroin but as I mentioned in another thread the last time I tested some shit last year 19 out of 20 batches of "heroin" tested negative. Had opioid properties but negative for heroin. The 1 positive was "very low". I'll be waiting on the day I see heroin again. I'm happy with anything that works for the pain honestly. Whatever regimen works I say.
Keep up the good fight man! I'm glad to hear that regardless of the situation no one's keeping you down. You still got the fight in ya.
I hear ya on it being a fucked year though. Hell I had half my teeth extracted & that's not even a start on the dental issues that showed up out of nowhere this year. Turns out the simple extract all of them (not exactly thrilled to have all my teeth extracted but I'm an "It is what it is" kinda guy) extraction is not so simple. Surgeon goes "Fuck no the bottom ones the roots all go into the jawbone & have nerves wrapped around them. Being that you're autistic if I fuck up you'll have nerve damage & probably kill yourself when it drives you nuts. You'll have to find a research hospital or something with a specialist to do it inpatient. Good luck." I'd never even had a cavity before last year! My teeth just like turned black & disintegrated in like a year. One of my many fun health conditions. Some auto-immune bullshit most likely. Based on my other health conditions & what I was told.
On top of having lost my pain medications; I lost access to the methadone that I'd been using for quite some time as a replacement. My main painkiller for the dental procedure actually. No idea WTF I'm gonna do about part 2. No point ranting about it though. It is what it is. It's nice to have Bluelight again to talk to people on. I've been away to many years. I lost access to my old account & I just couldn't bring myself to make a new one. I'm glad I did now though.
Hmm, now that you mentioned it by the year & made me think about when shit got worse... Yeah; fuck 2019!
I hear ya on that for sure. This year has been fucktastic in terms of how much it sucks. 8)
Well hopefully it improves for the both of us. It's been nice catching up with ya. I'm sure we'll be speaking again in the future. In the meantime we'll just have to keep up the good fight my man.
It's the drug companies who don't have a heart. What they could do for everybody and the world and still be pig rich, keeping and allowing us to be moderately more comfortable while still keeping us sick enough lol!Yeah it sucks doctors have a heart and the gov't doesn't. So sick.
CHEERS, TO A BETTER YEAR AHEAD OF US!
Yeah it sucks doctors have a heart and the gov't doesn't. So sick.
CHEERS, TO A BETTER YEAR AHEAD OF US!
10mg dex, 1mg alprazolam, 120mg DHC.
My breakfast every morning before work.