Can get kratom but with the DEA/FDA going full speed ahead with schedule I am trying to get ahead of the curve... 'swy the alternative search. Do not wanna go back on opies for the rest of my life.
Got phenibut and today was my dose day but gonna wait til tomorrow morn.
Have an ass of 300mg gabapentin but they seem to be taking away my appetite and makes me nauseous even with food: this will
not do... can't afford to lose weight... gotta keep my figure.
LOL
Fixin to get a few alprazolam bars (real) and lay off the gabas to see if this is in fact the cause; it may be from not having kratom but will find out. My own skinny-pig.
You can do this.... You strong, intelligent and not dwelling on it helps a lot: Fill that time with something that makes you feel good. Sex (alone or with another), media, exercise etc.
Working helps me as I do not have time to think of anything but clearing tickets off my station and getting kisses and hugs from co-workers... and catching a glimpses of that fine ass chick that been hittin' on me. We met at a neutral spot (w/associates) and there may be some negs about all this, I am finding. Like drinking and practically screaming the lyrics to low volume music and moving around as if possessed along with being almost impossible to communicate with. Fuck that... got enough problems. Left after about 30 mins with no explanation. Hahaha
Still have a few years if I choose to get with another then I will wither up and fade into the wind.
Be easy.
Keep strong.
Orgasm.
lol
