Sub21blime, I've noticed your methadone doses seem to vary greatly on a day to day basis, and you seem to mention you get nodded out too. I get weekly take homes, and would like to try and use my meds both for maintenance, esp. to stay away from smack, but to also get a nice high with every so often (which is the only thing that will keep me away from smack, so I suppose this IS harm reduction!)
Do you find on days where your dose goes from say 170mg to 70mg, you feel discomfort or anxiety?
Currently get 80ml per day, and usually double up on pick up day, which leaves me about 65mg per day for the rest of the week.
I'm thinking of attempting to taper to 40-50ml if possible without telling my doc and be able to have recreational doses a couple of times a week.
I know, I know, but I'm not ready to quit, and if this keeps me away from H then it's gotta be a good thing, right?