claire22
Bluelighter
I have an aversion to downers. My main reason for this is because I usually feel lethargic and unmotivated not on drugs, I do not wish to amplify this and go to sleep. I am a “party person” to the highest degree, stimulants (namely meth) give me the oomph to go all night & day. I am still clear-headed and coordinated enough to go out, go to work, drive, basically do any normal activity but with additional euphoria and excitement.
Stimulants also give me the confidence I desire, I crave the socialization and how open I am on meth. I feel I really connect with people (even though it probably all is in my head, just waiting for my turn to ramble away) and I love it, because I am quite shy in reality.
Although – I must admit when I tried (and failed) to quit my meth addiction, I turned to the bottle biiiig time. I drowned my sorrows, and alcohol worked because I didn’t even have to think about my issues. I would just down a few shots and roll into bed, oblivious to the world around me.
Stimulants also give me the confidence I desire, I crave the socialization and how open I am on meth. I feel I really connect with people (even though it probably all is in my head, just waiting for my turn to ramble away) and I love it, because I am quite shy in reality.
Although – I must admit when I tried (and failed) to quit my meth addiction, I turned to the bottle biiiig time. I drowned my sorrows, and alcohol worked because I didn’t even have to think about my issues. I would just down a few shots and roll into bed, oblivious to the world around me.