Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
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- Nov 3, 2008
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i've felt this way for years it started when i was 13 to 14 and now i'm 22 and i feel like this because my life sucks due to bad choices i've made and i have chronic pain and severe panic disorder and severe depression, i'm bipolar #2, and i hear voices i'm schizophrenic and i've always been broke and i did really bad in high school so i dropped out and got my GED so i applied for social security disability and i'm thinking about going to culinary school so i can do at least something with my life and not be homeless
I have had two short stints of homelessness due to bad circumstances, but overall, I can really respect that you are at least trying.
You can definitely do whatever you want to man, being a chef is a great idea. I know friends who have strived to do this in life and have really gotten a lot of joy out of it. :D
I am sorry to hear you have chronic pain; I have tendinitis which is a mild pain (I was in severe acute pain from breaking both of my arm bones in my writing arm about 9 months ago). The tendinitis is a result of having to have surgery on my arm because the first hospital I went to didn't do anything for me to reset my arm.
Despite all of this I am still trying my hardest to do well for myself. I have ADHD as well as PTSD so some days get very rough for me but I always manage to try to find peace and tranquility in every day.