^ Yeah, I have been pretty negative lately. The last 12 months have been pretty fucked with depression, I need to give up the booze. It's hard though. Nasty fucking stuff.
Thanks for the advice.
Wishing you the best dude. I find that the girls who think anything 'bad' of your lets say, just lack of girlfriends concerning at all, are girls you are better off without

I've been with my fair few relationships, age around 22, had slept with 300ish chicks, prolly 30-40 girlfriends over a month, none lasted a year tho. Now with my wife, LOVING her soooo much, we've been together for 10 years this year, out first child is 4 months old and I have NO CARE about what my past relationships were/are like. All that matters is how now is and how I handle it and the future!
Once you do find someone worth being with and are with them, all the past should fly out the door and just try not to ever worry about mate. And the way I had discovered Emma was a bit after a troubled relationship (the ex got a couple dudes to kill me, literally. They had gone through my flat with guns looking for me cause after we broke up, she told the people we hung out daily at our local pubs I used to bash her. Too bad she NEVER had bruises/sadness during our relationship but once we broke up, her love turned to acid. I had decided to be done with females (for romantic purposes) and was living life with mates and stuff, she came into my life as a friend of a mate I've mine. We clicked and 10 years later, life has never been better
Do your best to not let any current situation get to ya man and yeah, alcohol isn't the best

Hell, I can't even finish a beer these days due to the feelings of 'yuck' I get from it now, guessing my 4 years of daily opiate need (nerve damage pain) has made me 'go off' beer. Which ultimately is great, it's a great money saver not being on the p1ss :D