• 🇳🇿 🇲🇲 🇯🇵 🇨🇳 🇦🇺 🇦🇶 🇮🇳
    Australian & Asian
    Drug Discussion

    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • AADD Moderators: andyturbo

The singles thread v 'Your VD really scares me'

Jesus, I read that as Nickyj and Zephyr and then I was like, WTF ?? They are together ? Then I ripped all my hair out and now Im bald for nothing!!!!
 
Oh wait. OMG, so like its zephyr and unsquare. Ok now I have no pubes!!! Or anyhair anywhere. It just kinda fell off. Jesus guys, do you know how freaky I look without eyebrows? Its very inconsiderate.

Omg, is this for real ? Did I just loose all my hair for a real reason ?

Wow. Ok then. Yes. I think I have jet lag. Can someone clear this up for me ? Am I confused ?
 
When I wast growing up and in late teens/ early twenties, I was a very independant happy -go - lucky kid. I drank vodka and champagne on weekends when Free drinks were around at clubs. I socialised with my
Girl friends who are still staunchly in my corner to this day. Those were times of great health and goodness.

I did not approve of or want to use hard drugs until a lot later than everyone else I know. Looking back now with fond memories were the good times spend with some of you not being on drugs. One memory was eating tapas with BREAKaBEAT. Many awesome hours with astrosmurf.

Being around people who have not had the exact same branding on their brain via a red hot poker of amphetamine is real healing.

People who use this drug or have been addicted are not bad people because of it. At all. But most relationships between them are doomed or will remain in the same nasty cycle of addiction if they refuse to deal with it.

If I chose to remain a drug user I would have to never again have a close friend or lover as the people
i am naturally drawn to have experienced their own addictions, have had the most unusual lives and are very open minded, understanding and have learned from their own experiences enough to relate to others.

Not having that self destructive trigger in my head anymore came about by simply getting off the gear and following doctors instructions to the letter. Not being around my friends who i miss and love isolated and made me go weird in recovery but they use drugs so no choice really.

Either alone or with my boyfriend Ill kick serious arse again very soon. Knowing I am loved by people I love and respect is the best feeling though.

The past sick and very toxic people who I should not have gone out with for very good reason wont affect my future. I will remain amphetamine free and that is my decision to make.

I make it for me. My lover will not have an unhappy broken woman to deal with. He is beautiful and deserves the best person I can be.

X <3 Ben
 
^ And I feel like I've let you down! :(


But I'm otherwise as happy as a pig in shit :D


I hope I haven't broken UAN's heart :(


P.S How am I lucky enough to have a signature?? :D
 
Single for agessss. Early 2008.
Moving from the country to the city = best move ever.
Apparently they keep more girls in the city.
 
I have returned. Long story short is I caught her cheating at Rainbow Serpent Festival. She said she wasn't sure how well I would take a breakup and that she didn't want it to end this way. Well fucking hell how did you think I'd take catching you cheat on me? It was because of her that I was having an absolutely miserable time until Sunday when it came to enough of a resolution for me to enjoy the weekend. I returned all the stuff she left at my place and decided not to pay her back for my ticket.

It is true that our relationship was about to end for various reasons but what really cut deep was that she didn't break it off before it all happened. Even if I had walked in on them after we'd broken up then I probably wouldn't have got so upset. I'm sick of these bloody wishy washy women who think I'd be more heartbroken by a formal breakup than being ignored or worse - cheated on. I think I should make that damn clear from now on with everyone I date.

She suggested that she come to town this weekend for one last date, seeing as she has to pick some stuff up. I have no idea how to take that. I don't feel like staying mad at her but I can't forgive her so easily. I don't think it's too early to start seeing other people though.
 
Being single in an older age bracket than most of the young kids here is a bit different and not as expected in society. When I was newly single for the first time in over 10 years many friends and work colleagues were very sad and did not see it as a good thing, but also did not know how bad the situation was. I was told to hurry up and find another husband before I was too old by many. I disagree with the idea of women in their thirties having to be unsingle but there is a lot of expectation on us to be having kids etc by then.

Being young and single and having unserious flings is fun ! Its what its all about. Being bogged down at a young age is not so good.

I wonder if my ex fake e-boyfriend m4dd0g has had a long term committed living together relationship to compare his satisfying single life to ?
 
BREAKaBEAT said:
Oh wait. OMG, so like its zephyr and unsquare. Ok now I have no pubes!!! Or anyhair anywhere. It just kinda fell off. Jesus guys, do you know how freaky I look without eyebrows? Its very inconsiderate.

Omg, is this for real ? Did I just loose all my hair for a real reason ?

Wow. Ok then. Yes. I think I have jet lag. Can someone clear this up for me ? Am I confused ?
Click to expand...

You would look cute as a baldy.

Lots of things change for the better.

Will send you a pm when my jumbled thought pattern makes sense. <3
 
zephyr said:
Being single in an older age bracket than most of the young kids here is a bit different and not as expected in society. When I was newly single for the first time in over 10 years many friends and work colleagues were very sad and did not see it as a good thing, but also did not know how bad the situation was. I was told to hurry up and find another husband before I was too old by many. I disagree with the idea of women in their thirties having to be unsingle but there is a lot of expectation on us to be having kids etc by then.

Being young and single and having unserious flings is fun ! Its what its all about. Being bogged down at a young age is not so good.

I wonder if my ex fake e-boyfriend m4dd0g has had a long term committed living together relationship to compare his satisfying single life to ?
Click to expand...
About 1/2 of my mid-thirties friends are single, although most are international and from larger cities where it seems more normal. It would suck being the only single in a friend group regardless of age

I had my share of long term relationships in my 20's and i just found the lifestyle just not as fun or interesting. I think insecurities in younger couples tends to keep them tied to each other and the couch
 
Cool. I was just wondering. And if you had co habited or been engaged before.

Just curious , as out of everyone you are the most comfortable not having a partner here.

I found that a great asset you have. Your confidence with what you want in life.

I was nevera couch potato in my long term relationship and never lost track of friends. Its a mistake to become boring.
 
up all night said:
gher I wouldn't organise to see her again. Is there someone else who can give her stuff back? Tell her to send you $50 and you'll post it back. ;)
Click to expand...

I called her up this afternoon to tell her how the rest of the party went. It seems she's getting her just desserts. She hasn't had a job for months and Rainbow sent her broke. When she was last in town, she sent her car in to a workshop to have its head gasket fixed. She still has to pay for it and come collect it somehow. I don't think she'll be coming for one last date. Just as well, because I felt sad talking to her.

On the plus side, I did meet a lot of girls at the course I went on the other week. I should give some of them a call.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top