avocado_girl
Greenlighter
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- Jun 25, 2011
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Sad rather than the usual angry tonight ....
Went a walk as i usually do hoping to see Papaver Somniferum but find the usual pish every where and fucking heaps of them , if i had a .1 for every non opium poppy i have seen around here i swear to god id have about an ounce if not more ... why why why cant they be the proper ones
anyway so walking back home and theres this guy standing outside the shop scratching his scratch card next to his brand new merc and i just thought fuck off, ive got nothing hoping for a job and your standing next to your fancy car hoping to get more than you already have ,, then a boy walks out of the chipper and i thought i might go for a job there and realized there just how bad things are that i would go from what i usually do to working in a greasy chipper
God I AM sad for you. I hope you realize your talent for amusing others. Not to make light of your sadness

I am sad b/c I don't know even know if I have a physical addicition or not (pretty sure I do) and that I have alienated and given most who love me alot of reason to distrust me.
