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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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Im gona buy a bottle of wine with this 3 quid too, fuck it.



... and a mate just bought be 40g of tobacco so at least for today ill be happy.
 
Acid4blood.. <3
Thank you for coming on here and sharing that with us, it touched an awful lot of people and ypu have a lot of support here if you need it.

<3 to everyone else in this thread..

To steal Cherry's quote, "this too shall pass..."

My antisoos are all relating to money, time sliping through my fingers, keeping on top of work and stress about new job.. all surmountable I think. Just gotta keep the faith (and budget like a motherfucker!)

xxxx
 
effie said:
Acid4blood.. <3
Thank you for coming on here and sharing that with us, it touched an awful lot of people and ypu have a lot of support here if you need it.
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Thanks! I definately feel the love & support here in EADD. <3
Everything that can be said has been said.

As I walk down the path of acceptance, I realise my umbrella cannot withstand the power of these emotional hailstones, so I stick my umbrella in the ground & let the hailstones hit my smiling face.

This is the sad thread. I'm sad because I miss him. I have no fear because I love him & I know I will be with him again.

I put these pics here because talking about my son here is a form of grief therapy for me & we all like to have an image of who we are talking about...

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I keep wanting to reply to your posts Acid4Blood but can't find the words to convey how sad I felt when I read your post :( I just don't know what to say, can't imagine going through something like that. Wanted to post something though to let you know that I feel for you and wish I could do something to take the pain away <3
 
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Mugz said:
I keep wanting to reply to your posts Acid4Blood but can't find the words to convey how sad I felt when I read your post :( I just don't know what to say, can't imagine going through something like that. Wanted to post something though to let you know that I feel for you and wish I could do something to take the pain away <3
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Here here. Couldn't imagine my wee man going either. Much love <3
 
Mugz said:
I just don't know what to say, can't imagine going through something like that. Wanted to post something though to let you know that I feel for you and wish I could do something to take the pain away <3
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Thanks man. Theres not alot to say really.
The number of deaths from swine flu per MILLION in Ireland is 4.
My son was one of those 4. Thats the sad reality.

The pain will never go away. All I can do is learn to manage it.
Thanks for caring tho & for wanting to take the pain away. <3
 
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Jesus christ mate thats rough. I take it all back, my problems are nothing compared to that. Nobody on earth deserves that hurt.

Wish you all the best.
 
((((((((((((((( Acid ))))))))))))))

... As said, words can't properly convey how sorry I am :(~<3
Just keep yer head up and remember you've friends here mate.
 
Only just got round to reading acids post, how very sad :( Im very sorry to hear about it, and wish you the best for the future.
 
What makes me sad?

Readin / seeing RIP threads :( I don't really know anyone on bluelight.. but they bring me to tears..
 
Sad that there is something that I really want to do but can't for another 5 weeks.

Sad that I feel more lonely than ever and I don't think that anything can make me feel any better at the moment, maybe one thing but I think that it is too late for that one thing.

Sad that I wasted this weekend by pretty much sleeping through all of it.

Sad that I can't motivate my self to do anything.
 
when i get off my arse i organise going round with coffee and chocolates for the homeless. started really well tonight as two guys stopped me on my way to the meeting place asking for change for food. they were headed towards the towers but i gave them some anyway, and they actually started heading back into town for food!!!

the next guy we saw had just had his head badly kicked in, filmed by chavs on their mobile. we got details from a witness and walked him to the lgi, kinda think we shoulda gone in as i don't know how beaten up homeless people get treated in a&e but the whole thing was on cctv plus he had the witness details. the guy considers himself lucky because degenerates have taken to throwing homeless people into the river.

whatever happened to respect? this guy was clearly intelligent, and not on anything, and just fell on hard times.

i feel sick. waiting for the domperidone to kick in.

then found out some of my boyfs family were in a car accident, they're not badly hurt, but hurt.
 
maybe if you'd been open and honest about the situation to begin with that wouldn't have happened.

at least you're not in hospital right now because people targeted you specifically for your vulnerability, beat you up and filmed it for entertainment. i'd usually have more sympathy for you smack but given the evening i've had i can't.
 
Not heard anything from the jobs I've applied for and apparently interviews have started now which means I probably wont get a chance to even be interviewed. I'm a smart guy have lots of qualifications and educated in I.C.T yet can't get a job stacking fucking shelves...worse of is the people I see working at the places I'm applying for generally not giving two shits. Before long if i remain unemployed I will have to work for free to claim my benefits! Now if there's work they can make me do, why not fucking employ me?!

Being unemployed for quite awhile is taking its toll on me...I feel alone and mostly stay at home wasting the days away., When i see so called mates I still feel quite bored...so its a trap. :(
 
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sad about someone i actually considered a m8 on here has shown other wise
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Thought we were mates. Hope you feel better soon. Much love for you

lazygit said:
Not heard anything from the jobs I've applied for and apparently interviews have started now which means I probably wont get a chance to even be interviewed. I'm a smart guy have lots of qualifications and educated in I.C.T yet can't get a job stacking fucking shelves...worse of is the people I see working at the places I'm applying for generally not giving two shits. Before long if i remain unemployed I will have to work for free to claim my benefits! Now if there's work they can make me do, why not fucking employ me?!

Being unemployed for quite awhile is taking its toll on me...I feel alone and mostly stay at home wasting the days away., When i see so called mates I still feel quite bored...so its a trap. :(
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Oh honey, I'm so sorry for the hell that is unemployed. At least you get benefits, I don't. I'm at least going to school in august. Really is crap trying so hard to look for work and knowing there is nowt out there!

I wish you the very best. <3
 
All the best to everyone feeling down<3
6 months ago i was seriously cotemplating suicide , check tds if u think i'm jus sayin it

But my life has improved alot since then , i'm still a heroin, benzo, methadone addict, but at least i'm happy sometimes , when i was at my worst i never thought i would be happy again.

Jus keep on keeping on you'll get their in te end
<3 to all
 
Not a massive Anti-snoo but enough to make me feel a bit sad.

The two people at work that are working in my room and are about my age have been talking about a BBQ that one of them is having at his house on Saturday and other people from work are invited to, talking about it right in front of me. I haven't been invited, just upsets me a bit that they act as though I'm not there sometimes. Same thing with their lunch breaks, they all go together but have never invited me to join them even though we get along well at work. :(
 
Mugz said:
Not a massive Anti-snoo but enough to make me feel a bit sad.

The two people at work that are working in my room and are about my age have been talking about a BBQ that one of them is having at his house on Saturday and other people from work are invited to, talking about it right in front of me. I haven't been invited, just upsets me a bit that they act as though I'm not there sometimes. Same thing with their lunch breaks, they all go together but have never invited me to join them even though we get along well at work. :(
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spike one of the cunts:)
 
Probably nothing personal Mugz, they have maybe just been mates for a while or didn't think you would go. Maybe you didn't really go to work related stuff in the past or spend time with workmates so they don't think to invite you. Doubt it's anything against you, you need to remember that about 99.9% of the time when people do things they don't even consider other people. It's not really a selfish thing just the way we are.
 
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