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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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Sad rather than the usual angry tonight ....

Went a walk as i usually do hoping to see Papaver Somniferum but find the usual pish every where and fucking heaps of them , if i had a .1 for every non opium poppy i have seen around here i swear to god id have about an ounce if not more ... why why why cant they be the proper ones

anyway so walking back home and theres this guy standing outside the shop scratching his scratch card next to his brand new merc and i just thought fuck off, ive got nothing hoping for a job and your standing next to your fancy car hoping to get more than you already have ,, then a boy walks out of the chipper and i thought i might go for a job there and realized there just how bad things are that i would go from what i usually do to working in a greasy chipper



God I AM sad for you. I hope you realize your talent for amusing others. Not to make light of your sadness :(.

I am sad b/c I don't know even know if I have a physical addicition or not (pretty sure I do) and that I have alienated and given most who love me alot of reason to distrust me. :(. But mostly I am sad b/c if I had what I wanted, everything would be better; life would light up again.
 
Very true !!

Booked myself into a nice hotel for arriving in Bangkok, and got an apartment lined up for arriving in Sydney. This should go in the snooo thread, but fuck it.

No deal, on the swap. :)

I'd do almost anything to be heading off to Thailand on Monday even without the nice hotel waiting for me.
 
B+W, we should meet soon! Quite a crowd here, be lovely to go for a few pints soon :)

definitely. If this summer would bloody start it would help with sociability - although I just saw its 27 degrees and pure sun for bristol tomorrow %)

Im just catching up with BL and am wondering if 'go for a few pints' is Bristolian for 'get ketamized out of your eyeballs in a flat in the remote and desolate hinterland that is Keynsham'.. ;)

If thats the case I can't decide if I'm delighted or repelled.
 
Hahaha. I genuinely meant a few pints, but am also game for the latter.. ;)

Are you coming to St Pauls Carnival?
 
definitely. If this summer would bloody start it would help with sociability - although I just saw its 27 degrees and pure sun for bristol tomorrow %)

Im just catching up with BL and am wondering if 'go for a few pints' is Bristolian for 'get ketamized out of your eyeballs in a flat in the remote and desolate hinterland that is Keynsham'.. ;)

If thats the case I can't decide if I'm delighted or repelled.

Nowt wrong with Keynsham i'll have u no;)
 
I feel sad as the anniversary of my wife passing away is rapidly approaching and I still miss her so much.
She was so good for me and pushed me to better myself and my life would be so much better if she was still here.
I feel bad that she never even reached 30 years old and never had the chance to be a mother.
 
Thanks B9,its her parents I really feel sorry for as my wife was their first born and only daughter.Her mum and I still like to talk about her and recall the good times but her dad won't talk about her death and just doesn't open up about how he feels at all.
Makes you realise how short and fragile life really is.
 
I realised how much I missed my friend. I really miss him so very much.

Its always sad when someone is taken from us,I hope your pain eases with time. Remember the good times you shared and keep your friend alive with your memories of them.
 
I feel sad as the anniversary of my wife passing away is rapidly approaching and I still miss her so much.
She was so good for me and pushed me to better myself and my life would be so much better if she was still here.
I feel bad that she never even reached 30 years old and never had the chance to be a mother.

Really feel for you, I've been with my wife now for 25 years and there have been times when she has been all that holds me together, in fact at the moment thats definatly the case. She lost her mother a few years ago after along and ugly fight with cancer and it was her birthday last week.

We still have a family party, I'm not a religious person although I do have my own spiritual beliefs but I do believe we have to carry on trying to live as best as we can for the sake of their memories. One thing we can be sure of is they no longer feel the pains of this world and I find that a comfort when thinking of those I've lost.

Sometimes we all take life for granted, far to often we don't value each day as we should..best wishes
 
Nothing compared to what's going on with most of you, but I've managed to leave my SSRIs at work for several days running and I'm now withdrawing (grumpy mood, sad, feeling woozy and confused). Grar :(
 
^^^

Not sure what your situation is and it wont help you right now, but recently I ran out of a medication that I have to have to control an acute skin condition, I have a repeat prescription and usually the missus orders it up for me but on this occation we both thought we had it sorted but hadnt and I had totally run out and it was the weekend so my docs is shut.

Anyhow I looked up the nearest NHS drop in center and they sorted me a prescription for a small amount to tide me over until i could get a full scipt filled , had to wait about a bit coz they run it like the deli counter at the supermarket ! but was all sorted in a couple of hours.

How do you manage to leave em alll at work several days ina row, with medication like that I have several stashes as I'd forget my balls if they werent ina bag.
 
Cheers, I managed to hold out till this AM and took some as soon as I got to work. Stabilised pretty soon.

As for how I managed to leave it there: bad memory I guess. Never been that bad though. I always take it at night, so by the time I woke up I'd obviously forgotten that I hadn't taken it.

Anyway, cheers for your response :). All good now.
 
im sad my ex got out of prison and he's all over fucking facebook and will add everyone in the world but me. the kid saved my life and we did so much for each other and he can be friends with everyone who fucked him over except me. who didn't. cool. so depressing. and i can't bring myself to block him cause there's always the what if ..what if...
 
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