The new and improved Smackie thread; respectable junkies

[Ashley]

hmm seems to be on and then off and some people have disappeared that are normally on bluelight.

oh well.

Sorry chugs, thought I already replied to the PM that arrived in my inbox, but alas, I saved it as a draft as a .txt file, with the intention to copy and paste the text into a PM, and then I stupidly Ctrl+D'd the file. So, just read on..

It seems as though Sustanon is missing in action, my friend. floatingaround sent me a PM asking about him on 29/07/2013 after he hadn't heard from him in a couple of months. Personally, I haven't seen him IRL for about 4-5 months and the last time I spoke to him before he disappeared, he told me that he had a new mobile number and to delete the old one, as he would send it through. I have sent him several private messages, to no avail. Also, I haven't seen him on MSN at all, since I last had contact with him on 23/04/2013 via PM. In the private message, he did mention that he had been super busy and didn't have much spare time to get on MSN. I was supposed to catch up with him the following week for a drink at a pub on some street in the city, but he never replied to my PM and his old mobile number is disconnected. Also, he has my mobile number and I haven't heard from him at all - he usually will touch base from time to time.

Sustanon was last active on Bluelight on 25-05-2013. That is 2 days after we exchanged e-mails. I truly hope he is alright. If anyone knows his last name, that could be helpful? Or his Facebook? Though, I don't think he has one.

I'm disappointed that I don't have his address, or I would go and make sure he is okay. I know that he had gotten himself a bit of a heroin habit, after playing with codeine, PST, and occassionally snorting heroin, which inevitably becomes regularly <insert ROA> heroin sooner or later. Does anyone know if he managed to stop dabbling with the gear? From memory, I think he said that he was taking a break from opiates for a while (though, I could be wrong), maybe he is taking some time away from Bluelight and his BL friends to make it easier to clean up? I certainly know that I would find it hard to quit using opioids whilst spending any time on Bluelight. I can't remember whether or not he got into alprazolam HCl (Xanax, Alprax, Kalma, Razolam), something is telling me he didn't, though he did ask about them fairly regularly.

I really hope he is healthy and doing okay, and I know there are quite a few of us concerned about him. Myself, floatingaround, the_ketaman, chugs. Also, I'm sure all of the rest of you are hoping that everything is apples. Sustanon is a really solid person and we got along really well when we spent time together. the_ketaman has known him for a long time, since he was a teenager, but hasn't had much contact with him in recent years. He hasn't heard from Sustanon either and finds it a bit strange that he hasn't been on BL now, for so long. Sustanon has greatly contributed to Bluelight, specifically AusDD, and I found his posts informative and he translated into English the way drugs make you feel very accurately. He's the kind of guy that would give you the shirt off of his back, even if it was designer label..

...Or for that matter, let your dribbling disheveled ass, who spent two hours travelling by train, all sweaty and most importantly hanging out for a dose, mix up and fix up in his car, proceed to go on the murray cod completely, after warning me "Ash don't have the whole lot" It's expensive, for a reason! After I go on the tilt, drooling and cuddling euphoria, knocking orange syringe caps over, dropping an uncapped fit vertically onto my foot - not that I noticed. The poor bugger spends a fair while, trying to get me out of his car, as he was already running late for an appointment. I kept telling him, "a couple more minutes man, just lemme enjoy this", as I felt maybe 5 or 6 minutes had passed - I was distracted, besides. Later on, I find out, he was trying to get me out of the car and onto a train for a good hour or so. He was well over an hour late for his appointment, but was still really friendly and cool about it all. I was profusely apologetic and extremely embarassed - knowing full well I shouldn't have had the whole amount of Hairy Wine, as Sustanon forewarned. - I was sick though, so blah! In those situations, I tend to throw all of whatever I purchased, into the spoon and worry about it later. A silly and reckless attitude, I know. Disregard that bit, kids! I digress, through out all of this he still wore a smile and told me to chill out and not to stress about it. I think I spilt beer on his Beamer's leather seats too, I'm not sure about that one though...

Please anybody feel free to PM me, about Sus's vanishing act, if you've any questions, etc. Anyway, we all miss you buddy and if you could drop us a quick 'Hello' and let us all know that you're still alive and kicking, I know I would be thankful, as would a lot of fellow Bluelighters.

P.S. On a related note, has anyone heard from or about Mr. Blonde? Another BL'er, missing since 06/06/2012.. I try not to think the worst, I really do.

 

[5ativ4]

@ashley
Nice post man. You must have a lotta respect for proven worthy fellow blueligters. I myself am a green lighter until I make the 50post mark. Thus looking for any opportunity to dribble some words. Also had a fair bit of the shabu. Might call it quits now though.looking at 5:28am sunrise and its an hour walk to beach as well as the usual speed freek delays..

Hope your mates are ok and being good. It's hard..so hard. I now know yuppies stepfather has battled the monkey for so many years. So easy to fall into. I posted my situation somewhere tonight (probz in wrong spot)

Nuff dribble . Sunrise awaits!
Edit : http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/472610-Australian-Opiate-Withdrawal-Maintainance-Medication-Prescribers?p=11866529#post11866529

 

[Ashley]

Could be similar to the stuff on SR which is like legit uncut and for me with a low tolly a strong dose is 0.02 :D

That's the kind of stuff I tend to source. I try not to settle for anything less than quality products these days. No matter the drug, heroin, methamphetamine, MDMA/MDA, psychadelics (LSD, 2C-B), ketamine, cannabis, cocaine.

Generally, I have found, as a rule (and don't always follow this rule, kids) that if the price per gram, is double what is considered the "normal" price and the price per half gram, is the "normal" price for a full gram. Like SuperHans68 said, like the stuff being sold on SR - it is advertised as being 98% purity, as in pharmaceutical grade diamorphine, 5-10mg dosages.. I am not surprised 20mg is a strong dose, especially considering you have a low tolerance. From what I have read about the heroin being sold within the deep web, domestically, the warning has been put out there that if you mess with heroin of high purity (i.e 70-98%) and make up doses with cheap, inaccurate scales, using old batteries, you are likely to end up in a grave.

I generally need 120mg for a decent taste, I would wager that the gear I have been scoring lately is about 50-60% pure, meaning 120mg would contain about 62-75mg of pure diacetylmorphine HCl. I know it is impossible to "guess" drug purities, but I have been using for a long time and I have come to this conclusion based upon a number of factors, such as the insane pricing, the product itself and it's coffin calling strength, before any amount of cut is added, prior to sale. The difference in weight, before adding a cut, and after, gives a reasonable indication of purity. For instance, if 50mg of the unadulterated compound administered IV provides a strong dose, then after 50mg of glucose is added, making 100mg of power in total, .1g is a standard street deal, though probably not at what you would all consider a standard price, for a single street deal. Perhaps double that $ figure in your head, or maybe don't quite double it.. Though, I don't have to entertain mathematics when I can afford to just purchase the pure, the unadulterated, no lactose/glucose present, white powder, yet to even be rocked up for sale. Which isn't that unoften. It's even nicer when she on occassion will throw a balloon or two of uncut Hairy Wine at me, because we've known each other such a long time.

I've been really interested in ordering my groceries online, feel free to PM me SuperHans68 if you're keen to chat.

Ash.

 

[MOTM]

what is quality of aus/melb H like? i have only had middle east heroin off the internet which i used approx 50mg nasally to nod no tolerance

 

[slortaone]

P.S. On a related note, has anyone heard from or about Mr. Blonde? Another BL'er, missing since 06/06/2012.. I try not to think the worst, I really do.

i read this thread til this point... has anyone heard from Mr. Blonde? id just like to hear hes alright, its very odd how he did his disappearing act. id just like to hear hes doing ok.

OT; some lovely rocks were had last weekend. take care and enjoy yourselves.

 

[Crankinit]

Sorry chugs, thought I already replied to the PM that arrived in my inbox, but alas, I saved it as a draft as a .txt file, with the intention to copy and paste the text into a PM, and then I stupidly Ctrl+D'd the file. So, just read on..

It seems as though Sustanon is missing in action, my friend. floatingaround sent me a PM asking about him on 29/07/2013 after he hadn't heard from him in a couple of months. Personally, I haven't seen him IRL for about 4-5 months and the last time I spoke to him before he disappeared, he told me that he had a new mobile number and to delete the old one, as he would send it through. I have sent him several private messages, to no avail. Also, I haven't seen him on MSN at all, since I last had contact with him on 23/04/2013 via PM. In the private message, he did mention that he had been super busy and didn't have much spare time to get on MSN. I was supposed to catch up with him the following week for a drink at a pub on some street in the city, but he never replied to my PM and his old mobile number is disconnected. Also, he has my mobile number and I haven't heard from him at all - he usually will touch base from time to time.

Sustanon was last active on Bluelight on 25-05-2013. That is 2 days after we exchanged e-mails. I truly hope he is alright. If anyone knows his last name, that could be helpful? Or his Facebook? Though, I don't think he has one.

I'm disappointed that I don't have his address, or I would go and make sure he is okay. I know that he had gotten himself a bit of a heroin habit, after playing with codeine, PST, and occassionally snorting heroin, which inevitably becomes regularly <insert ROA> heroin sooner or later. Does anyone know if he managed to stop dabbling with the gear? From memory, I think he said that he was taking a break from opiates for a while (though, I could be wrong), maybe he is taking some time away from Bluelight and his BL friends to make it easier to clean up? I certainly know that I would find it hard to quit using opioids whilst spending any time on Bluelight. I can't remember whether or not he got into alprazolam HCl (Xanax, Alprax, Kalma, Razolam), something is telling me he didn't, though he did ask about them fairly regularly.

I really hope he is healthy and doing okay, and I know there are quite a few of us concerned about him. Myself, floatingaround, the_ketaman, chugs. Also, I'm sure all of the rest of you are hoping that everything is apples. Sustanon is a really solid person and we got along really well when we spent time together. the_ketaman has known him for a long time, since he was a teenager, but hasn't had much contact with him in recent years. He hasn't heard from Sustanon either and finds it a bit strange that he hasn't been on BL now, for so long. Sustanon has greatly contributed to Bluelight, specifically AusDD, and I found his posts informative and he translated into English the way drugs make you feel very accurately. He's the kind of guy that would give you the shirt off of his back, even if it was designer label..

...Or for that matter, let your dribbling disheveled ass, who spent two hours travelling by train, all sweaty and most importantly hanging out for a dose, mix up and fix up in his car, proceed to go on the murray cod completely, after warning me "Ash don't have the whole lot" It's expensive, for a reason! After I go on the tilt, drooling and cuddling euphoria, knocking orange syringe caps over, dropping an uncapped fit vertically onto my foot - not that I noticed. The poor bugger spends a fair while, trying to get me out of his car, as he was already running late for an appointment. I kept telling him, "a couple more minutes man, just lemme enjoy this", as I felt maybe 5 or 6 minutes had passed - I was distracted, besides. Later on, I find out, he was trying to get me out of the car and onto a train for a good hour or so. He was well over an hour late for his appointment, but was still really friendly and cool about it all. I was profusely apologetic and extremely embarassed - knowing full well I shouldn't have had the whole amount of Hairy Wine, as Sustanon forewarned. - I was sick though, so blah! In those situations, I tend to throw all of whatever I purchased, into the spoon and worry about it later. A silly and reckless attitude, I know. Disregard that bit, kids! I digress, through out all of this he still wore a smile and told me to chill out and not to stress about it. I think I spilt beer on his Beamer's leather seats too, I'm not sure about that one though...

Please anybody feel free to PM me, about Sus's vanishing act, if you've any questions, etc. Anyway, we all miss you buddy and if you could drop us a quick 'Hello' and let us all know that you're still alive and kicking, I know I would be thankful, as would a lot of fellow Bluelighters.

P.S. On a related note, has anyone heard from or about Mr. Blonde? Another BL'er, missing since 06/06/2012.. I try not to think the worst, I really do.

Last I spoke to Sustanon was earlier in the year, if I had to guess I'd say June-ish, which is around when I started having trouble getting MSN to run on my computer. IIRC he'd knocked off the harry and most of the benzo's/codeine and was doing pretty well. Hopefully that's still the case and he's off Bl to avoid temptation, like you said, great bloke who goes well out of his way to help people, he did a lot of favors for me that most people would never have bothered with.

Sust, if you read this, hit me up in a PM, would be keen to hear how you're doing man.

Hope the rest of my AUDD smackie crew are kickin on ok

 

[footscrazy]

What will Ma'am be having this evening?

Haha well, a super late response but nothing more exciting than subby for awhile...

 

[AFA]

I swear laugh or foots pm'ed me a while back (early 2013) saying they had heard from mr b recently and he was ok.

He was taking a break also, i know he was moving house near the end of 2012. Have emtpied my inbox since receiving the pm from whoever reassured me he was ok.

 

[laugh]

Wasn't me i dont really know him except for his excellent contribution to bluelight and harm reduction but I have read on here somewhere reasonably recently that he's doing ok now.

How's our mate SpaceJunk been travelling lately?

 

[chugs]

Sorry chugs, thought I already replied to the PM that arrived in my inbox, but alas, I saved it as a draft as a .txt file, with the intention to copy and paste the text into a PM, and then I stupidly Ctrl+D'd the file. So, just read on.. \

no worries. bluelight requires much patience.

It seems as though Sustanon is missing in action, my friend. \

yeah just a little worried with the MIA thing. He seemed to know a lot of people on BL. Hope he hasn't gone the way of Splatt and Aunty Establishment. When Aunty went that was very upsetting.

I think I spilt beer on his Beamer's leather seats too\

lol, I'd be worried he'd crush you with his biceps. I think he loved that Beamer more then anything. always pristine.

Please anybody feel free to PM me, about Sus's vanishing act, if you've any questions, etc. Anyway, we all miss you buddy and if you could drop us a quick 'Hello' and let us all know that you're still alive and kicking, I know I would be thankful, as would a lot of fellow Bluelighters.

yep 10-4 on that one as well.

P.S. On a related note, has anyone heard from or about Mr. Blonde? Another BL'er, missing since 06/06/2012.. I try not to think the worst, I really do.

shit....

 

[drug_mentor]

I too am really worried about Sustanon, haven't heard from him in months and have had several other BL'ers express concern for his well being in this time. I really hope that he is just taking a break from drugs and this site. As others have said, he really is the type of guy that would go out of his way to help a friend and he is a top bloke in general. Would be terrible if something has happened to him...

I believe it was The Student who said he spoke to Mr B recently and that he was doing well. I have not spoken to Mr B since his absence from Bluelight but I have seen numerous posts on my facebook recently that suggest he is alive and well.

 

[AFA]

On a different note, just wanted to ask anyone here tried ah-7921?

If so hows it compair to morph/smack

 

[Captain Brewster]

Pretty interesting thread on it here.

 

[AFA]

Cheers brewster, i have had a looksy thru that thread.

Was curious to hear aussie pov since we are such a unique bunch

 

[Captain Brewster]

It's the first I've heard of it, I was on, sort of a illegal drug hiatus when the RC scene went boom. I was having a break from chemicals, so I've missed a lot of these but love learning about them.

 

[AFA]

When using benzos to potentiate opiates, do they help to increase euphoria or just lower the active amount required to get a nod going.

I understand the mix is very dangerous and is only being considered due to tolerance.

 

[One Thousand Words]

Famous last words afa. It is usually the experienced guys who get into trouble. My advice is to don't

 

[tentram]

its really subjective. i like to mix benzos in for added sedation; more likely to nod i am.
i just like the combo really.
and tolerance to both drugs, as youre considering. i am dependent on both though.

to err on the safe side, the first time dosing its sensible to lower the intake level to your tolerance to them so you dont go asphyxiating on your vomit, heavily in a nod.

 

[Halif]

AFA: just like Tentram says - it's super subjective.

In my case, benzos dull the good feelings of opiates but increase the sedation.

Personally, I don't care for nodding, except for very rare occasions. The very reason I like opiates is because they 'activate' me and make me feel normal and functional. I'm far more likely to get up and do things on opiates than without.

Again, it highlights just how different people's reactions and expectations are when consuming substances. As someone who often feels paradoxically lethargic but tense and restless at the same time, opiates balance me out and seem to unlock my energy.

Benzos are great for anxiety, but they don't make me more sociable, relaxed, or talkative, etc. If I take them for no reason other than recreational purposes, I always end up regretting it because they just make me feel bored and dull.

This is just my experience. Everyone's different. Can't stress that enough.

EDIT: as for the question about how AH7921 compares to H or morph... simple answer: it doesn't compare. At all. It's the single most boring opioid I've ever tried - in fact, it's the only opioid I've tried that I really didn't like. HOWEVER, it is brilliant for potentiating other opioids/opiates. Probably one of the few things that actually, genuinely synergises with opiates. It boosts the effect of the original substance while transparently sitting in the background, not changing the original's flavour.

Disclaimer: this is my experience. Can't stress that enough. I repeat that because people seem to go ape-shit recently if someone expresses a different subjective experience to theirs.

 

[opi8]

I'm in the same boat as Halif, I'll get all the things done that need to be done, get a shitload of work done and exercize, collect firewood, do the gardening, start creatively thinking about new opportunities, go fishing and do the things in life I enjoy when I've got heroin. When I'm stuck with just depressadone I get next to nothing done, drink a shitload more and find xanax on the street to help me forget how shit life is, neglect my personal hygeine, feel apathetic towards everything and spend most of my days sitting on my computer browsing Bluelight and other websites instead of creating, writing, coding, working or living life.

I dream that one day heroin maintenance will be available, get rich enough to move a 3rd world country and smoke opium pipes in dens such as those "depressing" pictures I've seen 1k words post or that I could find the willpower to quit opiates completely and put up with the PAWS without offing myself or jumping straight back on, but at this stage that's not looking very likely.

I do occasionally combine heroin and benzos, but not in high doses. I often combine my methadone with diazepam but that's purely for medical reasons. If you're not very dependent on either or both substances, it is very dangerous to jump in and combine the two, especially if you're one who likes to push boundaries. I have a tolerance to both and use benzo's primarily for anxiety but sometimes to decrease my alcohol intake which I'm dependent on as well. This sometimes backfires and you see the result of too much alcohol and xanax on these forums from time to time.

Never heard of RC opiates being available, which probably for the best. Most of those I've heard about with the exception of desmethyltramadol sounded pretty garbage. I can't say for sure though.