Yeah once youre dependant, its hard to tell whats recreationally beneficial..
Normally I wont get too personal on here, but the people in this thread are chill, and have become my bl buddies, so I'll tell you how I am.
I was engaged a few years back, then my fiancée left me, addiction had 99% to do with that. Im over it for the most part, however occasionally I will dream about her, then I wake up in a bad, depressed mood, and my coping skills are terrible! Well I dreampt of her last night, and woke up feeling down, I couldnt get passed that feeling, so I was bad, and went out and got dope. Not proud of it, but it was the only way I was making it through the day with my sanity in tact.
- Hopeless soul