Threw about 10mg 4-ho-MET into a bump of ket to spice things up..... I know people will probably say this is a bad idea but I genuinely feel next to no withdrawal symptoms at the minute (2 boxes of loperamide, bumps of ket throughout the day, a bit of hash but no diazepam since last night - I only have 4 blues left).
I know things could still go south yet, but it is over 48 hours since last heroin dose and I'm honestly surprised at how well I feel. Compared to coming of butyr-fentanyl not too long ago, this has been a cakewalk. I would have probably said it is the ket, but I only got it this afternoon by which time I should have been feeling pretty rough?
Whether I've managed to medicate my withdrawal symptoms away or just overestimated the extent of my physiologcal dependence I'm not sure, but I'm just glad to be feelin goooooooooooood
EDIT: make that 20mg 4-ho-MET.... when my dad heads up to bed I'll be hard pressed to not start railing ket like its going out of fashion. Feel great tonight, wake up tomorrow feeling like death with most of my "comfort meds" consumed? probably thats life i guess
MORNING EDIT: Well that was an incredibly fun if not very weird night of tripping. After strutting about the house feeling like a lord in game of thrones on their castle (yeah I'm really that impressionable) I decided that I was chaos, as a concept, or possibly existence itself is chaos, or maybe both. Seemed avlot more profound and relevant at the time as I imagine many can relate... I eventually decided I wanted to face god, so inspired by @consumer I attempted to vape some of the God Molecule in the form of changa. For better or worse, this was an epic fail - the mouth piece for my vape got clogged ages ago, so I just sorta stick bits of hash in it and gently inhale over the hole as to not get molten hashish in my gob (only happened once out of many attempts). But basically it just wasn't working with the changa. Need to get a bong.
Anyway, despite taking 40 mg Diaz (the last of it) I slept like shit, and was actually starting to worry I had triggered full withdrawal onslaught with this experiment until I took another 2 boxes of lope in the middle of the night and got a bit of kip. Feel alright today, but would definitely not add psychedelics in with withdrawal again as I am facing a minor comedown compounding withdrawal symptoms.
And I only have like this much -------------- ket left
