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The EADD I'm Fucked Thread V. Post Lost in the 5th Dimension

BigG said:
My postman is a lazy twat and never comes before about 1:30pm. The street next to me gets their post at 9:00am so fuck knows how that works.....
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Lol I'm just back from getting my dads fathers day shit and now hiding round the side of the house. Yesterday the post came at quarter past one, but there was a day last week it wasn't till after 2!

At least if I pull this off I wont be shitting and spewing through fathers day meal. The things we do for love (said with a hint of nihilist irony)...

Edit: That crushing moment of defeat when a red car drives past, almost looking like a mailvan
 
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Sometimes we get a mailman posting letters in random adresses, received someones debit card, driving license and other shit that way once, had to stop myself using the debit card still what kind of crap is this, dont want someone ending up with my stack of stims.

APVP, ethyl, phenibut, clonaz, nsi 198 a electronic cig, all ingested according to guidelines, posting on bluelight as per recommedation and its all thans to my mailman, while you guys complain i praise the mystery guy dressed in red, as the guy, this red guy, still gets me my drugs, and without him none of this would happen.

Show some praise for your friend, the good friend that gives you drugs trough your mailbox, if hes slow give him some amp, or if it takes long pay for a tramp.

And this my friends, is your brain on drugs.

no really im not that high lol, i find apvp suprisingly milder then MDPV. 4fmph made me right stupid sounding stuff way worse while thinking i was funny or clever.
 
Well that plan went without a hitch other than the package wasn't amongst the mail. So fucking pissed, will probably have to do the same thing tomorrow. Curse you mailmonkey!!!
 
Damn that post was embarassing haha.
Oh guys, i know the pain, looking out the window like mad, the closer to mailtime the slower time goes, its hell waiting for something, especially if you need it like benzos.
 
Fug said:
Maybe just accept you want nothing more than some heroin atm? That's fine and dandy, it just seems futile to give you anymore tapering advice....

It only get worse dude.
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Honestly I see how my comment came across that way, but I plan to move the heroin to a secure place before I've even opened the envelope. The anger stemmed more from the fact that I went through all that for nothing when I thought I was being dead clever. Also, a large part of the anxiety of waiting on this package isn't the desire to have more opiates in my hands now so much as the fear that it is coming to my parents house; this isn't just a simple case of postie drops off package, package is now in my posession. I'm going to have to go through that again tomorrow now. THAT is why I was "fucking pissed".

More importantly, the tapering advice isn't futile at all. I don't know if you saw the comment in my other thread, but I really would be interested in hearing about that DHC taper you referred to, particularly what dose you jumped off of.

I know reading my posts can probably be quite frustrating, but I am listening and I am trying to take heed of the advice. Honestly, I've been abusing one drug or another basically daily for the last 6 years. Even if I am relatively new to opioid abuse, I struggle with sobriety in a more general level. Sorry if that means I sometimes make what seem like foolish decisions to the more experienced posters.... I am really trying here, I don't have the iron will of BigG.
 
Fug said:
I hear you man, it's just I've done the exact same before, same mentality / reasoning etc.

Coming off of DHC at like 30-90mg is really not that difficult at all.



You do - you just haven't realised it yet :)
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Cheers for that. I'm not going to jump to any conclusions yet, but it really does sound like I have blown this totally out of proportion. The butyr-fent experience really took me for a ride, and as I only really had a 3 week opioid free break before switching between heroin/DHC to where I am now. I'm starting to think you're right though, this could be a lot easier than I was anticipating.

I don't know if I can agree with the second part, but he certainly provides a great deal of inspiration in the "iron will" department. :)
 
Jesus, a lot of speed was consumed today.

Had a fuck fest of epic proportions and I am completely shattered. Need food. And water. And weed.

I'm getting too old for this shit :p
 
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No commitments for me (Apart from trying to re-attach my dick) So i'm gonna get on the steam and ride this bitch out :)

Hope you are all good and well :)
 
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