I do, that's the point.
My first friendship with Gavin in school. I cared a lot for him. My last school years were the happiest times because of his friiendship. We had friendship photos together, we went to Granda studios. We had AMAZING times n I was so happy. Then life happened we went our separate ways n casual kept in touch how people do.
I met up with him a few years later. We were talking n he said his school years were the worst years of his life. That hurt me, ALOT. Two of my best happiest years because of our friendship meant NOTHING, were insignificant. I vowed from that day that I'd never let somrone hurt me again like that n tested everyone since so i didnt waste my time on ppm i meant naff all to.
Didnt stick to this as regained that friendship as well as another loved female friend called L. Ten years of friendship n when I had my friendship they dropped me
Everytime i asked if either would meet up it was "too busy" which i didn't mind, as of course people have other stuff on. Untill I'd see them on Facebook clubbing, in each otbers houses etc.
Yet they were "too busy" for their friend who'd had a child n needed a bit of company. That hurt me, felt rejected, alone n depressed n where were they? Enjoying themselves without a care inthe world.
L a froenf of 10 years
Gavin; a friend of 15+ years.
When i needed my friends more than any time they were not there for me. They didnt give a damn that i had a small child. Friendship is over-rated.
This is how friends treats you. act like you matter get bored n ditch you without a care in the world. I
Evey