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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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has anyone had any trouble with getting mxe shipped into the U.S. recently? i figure its still legal here but this stuff seems like something uncle sam might just decide is not suitable to come thru customs & snatch it.
i've never ordered rc's before & im not too sure how reliable the vendor i may or may not go thru is but im hoping that @ least something makes it to my doorstep.

not too sure if hell take money orders either but with the shadieness of most vendors now i dont think its gunna be a problem as long as they get paid.

if the all goes well ill post my trip reports & thoughts on purity & service minus the vendors name here.
 
I'm fairly certain it would be against the rules give you a straightforward answer to that question, but if you're going to do something like this, be safe. Find some other way to verify your source. It's not hard to be safe in all aspects when doing something as potentially risky as buying drugs off of the internet.
 
Im not trying to verify my source. I just wanted to know if there was any problems in the last few weeks with anyones mxe orders getting through customs. I got abit off track though.
 
Solving one problem opens the door for a new one. By that i mean im not just blindly picking vendors. my choice of vendor had alot of research & time behind it.
 
anyone meditated on MXE? i sometimes feel the need to meditate on it, sit on my bed, close my eyes and just become completely at peace and at one. especially when coming down, everything feels so still. like i can fully silence my thoughts, time feels stopped, feel content, at peace and enlightened
 
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in my opinion the best stuff is very VERY fine, like flour or chalk or something, but i'll soon see when my next 500mg arrives

more on that other experience the other night... it was wicked, if i thought about certain things i could travel and kinda re-live memories, whole body started to vibrate, stuff out the corner of my eye moved. didnt hole for long but could feel myself going, it was like i was about to take off or something. VERY close to the hole. been in the hole quite a few times but never managed to just skim into it then pop out again, usually i end up fucked for hours. had some audio hallucinations as well, for some reason my clock ticking sounded like it was saying a word over and over, had to unplug the fucking thing it was driving me nuts. had it before when walking along... my shoe was squeaking and it sounded like it was saying a word. very weird. also typing to people on the internet, i felt like i was actually there with them. everything connected and reflecting. love this MXE, its like isomer or something, fast onset, fast offset, few hours shorter duration, best MXE ive ever had i reckon
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The first batch I had was very fine and chalky like that and very mellow and euphoric and amazing trips.

The second batch I got was slightly grainy with some pebbles and no real chalky powder and was more harsh of a trip not so mellow but still same drug but slightly different effects.

I'd agree with you the chalkier stuff seems to be better. But it took twice as much to work I think. I could do 200mg of the chalky stuff and only 100mg max of the salty stuff.
I'm thinking it could have been cut.

It is a pretty interesting chemical, that's for sure. :)
 
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anyone meditated on MXE? i sometimes feel the need to meditate on it, sit on my bed, close my eyes and just become completely at peace and at one. especially when coming down, everything feels so still. like i can fully silence my thoughts, time feels stopped, feel content, at peace and enlightened
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yes, coltdan....I feel meditation helps stop the incessant "chatter" that inteferes with proper insights learned...
 
I happen to ride a streetbike and my buddy told me I came back saying things like the guys from Tron about being some sort of alien profit. lol
I've never even seen the movie..

Kinda trips me out.

I've had a lot of weird cooincidences on this drug.

I come back talking about the NWO and weird stuff I've never heard of. I didn't even know what the NWO was until MXE told me while I was high one day and then I went and researched it online.

I can't explain these things. I learn about things on the drug before I actually know of them, then go online and find out they are true!

Like the time it taught me quantum physics lol

MXE also taught me about MK Ultra and government chemical mind control. (?!?!?!)
I woke up the next day with pages open on my computer about chemical mind control! haha

One time I saw an atomic bomb go off.. I sure hope that one don't turn out to be true!

This stuff teaches me stuff in the dreamlike state then I come back to reality and learn it really exists, having never heard of it before. It's like a prophecizing drug to me or something.

Extremely mystical and complicated to understand and explain.
Very Very deep substance.

I got busy on new years co-Djing a new years party on about 45MG of strong MXE and was surprisingly able to handle it pretty well despite all the darkness and glow sticks and being slightly dissociated. Felt good when my DJ buddy took over for his turn and I got to dance and swing glowsticks around like at a rave and release a lot of built up energy.

Now I know why people flip out with glowsticks at raves.
 
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VaPing the HCL salt works

I just tried Vaping some mxe and it seems to work, then a little buccal/sub then a little insuffelated.

Take off,my a380 is waiting for clearance.
 
eye_wide_open said:
I happen to ride a streetbike and my buddy told me I came back saying things like the guys from Tron about being some sort of alien profit. lol
I've never even seen the movie..

Kinda trips me out.

I've had a lot of weird cooincidences on this drug.

I come back talking about the NWO and weird stuff I've never heard of. I didn't even know what the NWO was until MXE told me while I was high one day and then I went and researched it online.

I can't explain these things. I learn about things on the drug before I actually know of them, then go online and find out they are true!

Like the time it taught me quantum physics lol

MXE also taught me about MK Ultra and government chemical mind control. (?!?!?!)
I woke up the next day with pages open on my computer about chemical mind control! haha

One time I saw an atomic bomb go off.. I sure hope that one don't turn out to be true!

This stuff teaches me stuff in the dreamlike state then I come back to reality and learn it really exists, having never heard of it before. It's like a prophecizing drug to me or something.

Extremely mystical and complicated to understand and explain.
Very Very deep substance.

I got busy on new years co-Djing a new years party on about 45MG of strong MXE and was surprisingly able to handle it pretty well despite all the darkness and glow sticks and being slightly dissociated. Felt good when my DJ buddy took over for his turn and I got to dance and swing glowsticks around like at a rave and release a lot of built up energy.

Now I know why people flip out with glowsticks at raves.
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You may hate me for saying this, this is one of the more far-fetched claims made with regards to MXE's potential.

MXE can't reveal random facts/events you had no prior knowledge of. It has potential to be a problem-solving untensil, revealing new solutions to your conscious self, but it can't teach you about interesting new wikipedia articles.

The most likely explanation is that you already had subconsciously learned of MK Ultra and the NWO at some point in your waking state. The MXE, being the sub-conscious adventurer it is, randomly brought these things into the fore.
 
I don't hate you for saying that, it's quite possible..

I just have no prior recollection of those things or have never seen the movie tron.. but come back talking like that without anyone having told me what the movie is about.

It feels like people are trying to make what I say sound crazy by using movies that were made before I said it that I don't know about.

I don't know how to explain it.. just how I feel?!

I See how the after effects of the quantum physics experience happened.
I can just compare a lot of things in that video with what may have happened to me,
I don't think it actually taught me quantum physics, rather hinted at it and then I found somewhat of an explanation here on bluelight that seemingly fit exactly.

Just a number of seemingly odd occurrences involved with this chemical for me.

I did write something down on my notepad also concearning "an event planned by the NWO" without also having prior knowledge that some conspiracy theorist think that the government plans to form into an NWO, take over the world and slaughter 80% of it's people. (LOL!) If that just doesn't sound crazy I don't know what does.

I swear I had no idea what an NWO or who an NWO was before writing it down on my notepad and then later researching wtf an NWO event might be.

I don't exacltly believe in that kind of thing but how in the world did a drug warn me about an NWO event that I Wrote down on my notepad before knowing what the supposed nwo is?!

I never watched a single conspiracy video on youtube before running into this stuff. lol.

Either it's showing me things I learned subconsciously already or it's teaching me stuff.
That's the only two ways to explain it I guess?! I have visions and things come to me and I write them down and look them up later when sober. Then stuff just gets really weird.

This kind of thing doesn't happen when I eat mushrooms 3 times a week.
On shrooms I get trippy colors and faces and fractals and breathing walls and body highs and nasty ego deaths leaving me begging for my sitter.. but I don't get visions and oddball occurrences and weird things that lead me to think I'm doing something so crazy as to be prophecizing things.

For me MXE is just... completely... out there. On some sort of Galactic scale.
I do realize that what I am saying sounds perfectly insane.. but I have to report what I feel like happened to me because it's kinda weird.
 
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Well, let's look at things this way. The only explanations for your experience that I can think of are the following:
  1. That MXE has basically demonstrated a sentient intelligence in its own right through its ability to inform the user of previously unknown snippets of general knowledge.
  2. That MXE has the ability to reveal snippets of general knowledge previously known only by the user's subconscious. Combined with the common dissociative side-effect of seeing coincidences that aren't there and making false links between unrelated observations, it has created the illusion that MXE has sentiently revealed to you previously unknown snippets of general knowledge.
  3. That you're insane

You're clearly not insane though, and if MXE really has revealed these things to you, and not just revealed what was already 'known', then it can only mean that MXE possesses consciousness all of its own. That would be very cool, but it's really really unlikely.

So I'm settling for the most plausible and simplest option, which has to be the second...Occam's razor and all that...It's still fucking cool though... MXE could potentially be able to grab sub-conscious memory and carry it over the border into concious thought.
 
I would suggest to open a poll, so we can find an consensus on an educated guess on which receptors MXE is acting. my suggestions would be the following:

1. NMDA-antagonism: that's why it's dissociative
2. dopamine reuptake inhibition (like cocaine and methylphenidate): that's why it's stimulating, creates euphoria and addiction
3. opioid action: painkilling, more euphoria, more habit-forming

and many more (dopamine agonism, antihistaminic and/or anticholinergic action, sigma agonism, SSRI, noradrenaline release, and what else, I have no idea...)

PLEASE NOTE: all these are just my educated guesses. to my knowledge, there is no singe scientific paper about this compound yet...
 
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i find it unlocks stuff, or reveals stuff, its unlocked memories before and all kinds of things on previous trips. unlocked feelings. sometimes i seem to kinda re-live memories. its replicated other drug experiences before, many times it seems to bring on aspects of other drugs. then i get confused and think ive taken something different, then i get confused about the dose and stuff. not always, but sometimes. entering the hole is intense as well, full on blast off/sink and vibrate like im disintegrating into everything. molecules around me, dissolving
 
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It does bring back locked memories. Especially repressed ones, things I have always known but MXE makes me physically and mentally re-experience them, it is a horrible but benefiting experience. It's great to see how far I have come.

It would be really interesting to pinpoint exactly what it is about MXE that is bringing back or unlocking memories. It could be on the right path to creating a super drug.
 
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