@Bone14 : I think that your 'problem' is that you aren't letting the MXE take control. I find that many people who take disso's, especially those new to the high, don't let themselves become fully immersed in the substance. By this I don't mean take 120mg and pray for a hole, no quite the contrary. Instead I believe that one should, could and can 'train' themselves to have an open mind. I used to never feel any of the euphoria or psychedelia just like you said you aren't feeling it but after a good while of usage and 'un-entanglement' as I'd like to call it, I am finally able to have a full psychedelic trip with under 100mg (I have a tolerance). I don't even need to take a big ass hit in one I usually do 40mg insuff, then bump up 20mg after 30 min or so and am usually in a trip if not I'll just bump another 20mg.
'Un-entanglement'? That just a word I made up for MXE n Disso's. I believe that your conscious and mind is so attached to how you see things in the physical world / reality that you don't allow yourself to become fully dissociated (sub-consciously) which is what leads to the psychedelic trips. Instead I'm sure you're probably experiencing what I first experienced with MXE which is just a bunch of fucked-up-ness distorted visuals, and pretty much just a really strong 'drunk' feeling. I'm actually experimenting on a 'recipe' or a way to open up an individuals mind via MXE so they may experience enlightenment themselves. There's many books and videos that can help with that. I'm currently reading 'The God Effect' which goes in-depth into the history of physics, quantum mechanics and quantum entanglement. If you're not into reading then look up videos such as "Down the Rabbit Hole" or Through the Wormhole series. If you find it hard to actually sit there and pay attention, try a 'wake-up-call'. A 'wake-up-call' as I like to call it is just learning about shit that strongly goes against what you first perceived the world to be. One example I'll give out is if you're strongly attached to the thought that haji's blew up the trade centers then watch the evidence from ae911truth. Truth, conspiracy, it doesn't matter at the moment, its just a tool to focus your attention so don't take this thread off-topic please.
Btw, I've been thinking that MXE puts you in a meditative state of mind... perhaps that's why everyone is experience this extreme sense of euphoria? If you pay attention on "Down the Rabbit Hole" they talk about this spiritual network spreading across the world that you can tap into via meditation... or maybe even MXE? If you watch the video bordering on a MXE hole, you'll also notice that they are just repeating the same thing over and over, my assumption is that they do that to get the thoughts implanted in your brain. But if you see it in a hole you can actually see them doing it because they actually tell you that they are doing it... It's funny how the video makes more sense while on MXE then when sober... and wtf is a "Grey-market" substance release? Does anyone know for sure where MXE came from because I keep getting this feeling that top scientists are behind it all... maybe I'm just going insane... or maybe I'm going insanely sane.... =x dun dun dunnnn
Edit: Oh and like my post on the MXE + Combinations thread, I found that AM-2201 is a good cannibanoid choice since it seems to have psychedelic properties (at least for me and my friends it does). That should deff be able to jump-start you up into a psychedelic hole if regular herb doesn't do the trick. Be careful though since its... strong.
Edit again: I should also mention 'Medication Madness' as one of those wake-up-calls. Down the Rabbit Hole also hints to this during one of the scene's when the crazy chick tells the emo chick to change her anxiety pills...
