Love the painkiller qualities of it. I have back pain myself from lagging around online too much sometimes and this stuff fixes that right up.
LOL, if back pain can be laughed about, I fucked up my back the same way, too much sitting on the bed using the laptop. I'm coming down now, I took a good bit more earlier, never taken Ketamine, but I would say the experience was far more like LSD than MDMA(in terms of mindfuck, had some unrealistic thinking, kinda fun, certainly not too stressful though)
with eyes closed, kept imagining rays coming from a central point, then triangles and arrows. Open eye was not nearly as intense as LSD, seemed like gravitational planes were shifting, colors had a certain quality.
I need to remember to use my own imagination when I do these things, makes it more meaningful. didn't find it very depressing in the sad thoughts department, considering that I just found out my parents are getting divorced, the thought did come up during the experience, my thoughts were that I will be ok, that it isnt going to affect me very much.
overall, quite the mindfuck, which can be a cool quality in the right amounts. It seemed to shift through many phases of effect. Among my top three strangest experiences, in a class of it's own (by definition too) but did not leave me feeling shell shocked
I was kinda worried about my cat, her pupils dilated quite a bit. I didn't give her any or leave any out, I was very cautious about that, but I was a little worried about tiny trace amounts(fingertips etc cat came into same room I was in). seriously though, anybody else using MXE have a cat/pet? (did not dose my cat, I'm not an asshole like that)
Nevermind, my cat is doing just fine.