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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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Getting worried about MXE now, safeorscam posters suggest its not as good as it was a few months ago?!

Confirm or deny, guys? :(
 
last stuff i got a few months ago was spot on, but the batch before was shit, varies
 
MXE time. 30mg up the hooter.

said before n will say again, this MXE is the bollocks. its like isomer or something, fast onset, fast offset, smooth and clean, for some reason a few hours less duration,
 
yup some of the most recent (pre xmas) has been the best IN AGES. prior to that maybe by a month, i got a shit batch from a variety of places (i did an experiment and got it from a load of different places, and all but one were more or less bunk compared to the good stuff) ...avoid the cheap stuff (hope that doesnt cross a rule, but i found that the cheaper stuff from whoever and actually several places, was far worse. if that isnt health promotion i dont know what is)

the bad one was white. almost crystally. had little or no dissociation or euphoria but was still tripy ( a bit). and compulsive. but it was nothing like the good stuff. i havent seen any "yellowy" as people say. the good one is a fine white powder, sticks to stuff. (also has a habit of sticking to your nose and running out down your face making you look like a "just say no" advert if ever i saw one. so remember to wipe your nose. or at least check a mirror every so often if your in public ...even after an hour, it suddenly appears ..but then my poor snout has had 20years ish abuse. it might just be me
 
fuck i think im heading for a m-hole........ fuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccc
 
hello you lovely people =D hope everybody is well :)

beauty of an MXE experience last night, higher dose than normal, ended up pretty weird and fucked up in its usual bizzare stylee. it was like i was stuck in part of a DMT trip, when everything starts geometrically shifting, but it all had stopped dead. everything stuck at some weird geometric angle. it was like my mind split off into different perceptions, like my room was filled with entities or something. a huge presence of energy everywhere, like my mind had reflected back on its self and i was able to perceive myself. never been able to analyze that fact before, or view it for what it was. but woke up with one amazing uplifting afterglow, ripped me right out of my come down/feeling rough and pessimistic. feel spot on. changed my perspective. things are on the up. final day off then back to work tomorrow... meh. oh well, things could always be ALOT worse. good way to end the last day which has been an awesome fun few weeks. mindset is up. kiss the sun and taste the rainbow
 
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the bad one was white. almost crystally. had little or no dissociation or euphoria but was still tripy ( a bit). and compulsive. but it was nothing like the good stuff. i havent seen any "yellowy" as people say. the good one is a fine white powder, sticks to stuff. (also has a habit of sticking to your nose and running out down your face making you look like a "just say no" advert if ever i saw one. so remember to wipe your nose. or at least check a mirror every so often if your in public ...even after an hour, it suddenly appears ..but then my poor snout has had 20years ish abuse. it might just be me
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The last time I made a large order from one of the main uk sites, and it seemed to be slightly fluffier although still tastes very salt-like in your mouth. This time I made another large order from the same site. It's basically exactly the same but less fluffy. Both are very white, and tasty salty in your mouth but neither of them stick to the bag at all. I haven't really been able to tell the difference from either so I'm not really sure there's much of a difference between the fluffy and non fluffy. I think I am taking slightly higher doses, but that's just because of my tolerance. I still never really go over 200mg in a night and usually easily enter some sort of m-hole by that time. Not sure if the stickiness would be some impurification because from my past experience of ordering from 2 different vendors about 5-6 times it's never been sticky at all; but they've all been really potent and great. Last about 4-5.5 hours sublingually. And 25mg is a good buccal starting dose on them.
 
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Getting worried about MXE now, safeorscam posters suggest its not as good as it was a few months ago?!

Confirm or deny, guys? :(
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last two grams left me feeling in a very dark place suicidal and its has affected the other chemicals iv used of late as well this christmas my mind snapped and i was in hell asylum and really dnt think iv got out of it this time
 
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last two grams left me feeling in a very dark place suicidal and its has affected the other chemicals iv used of late as well this christmas my mind snapped and i was in hell asylum and really dnt think iv got out of it this time
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time to take a break from the chems for a bit i'd say!!
 
i would say so my self but its done abit more damage this time than just taking a break can repair you read the bromo dragon fly storys of been dragged back to hell over and over thats where my head is at the moment things keep creeping back in total loss of reality but then i now its real as well
 
If you've got the control for it... kill yourself (ego-death, not literally) then build yourself up after. Set a goal, make it exciting, meditate on it and let that thought grow. Stay away from the dark thoughts, completely try to stop them, keep people you like around you, etc. You don't need benzos or anti-depressants to get you outta the rutt. Controlling your thoughts will get you out of the rutt. Read up on some of Dr. Breggin's books.

Btw ColtDan how are you able to type going into an m-hole? I remember I was trying to type once... got halfway through a word then sat there for like half an hour before coming back to reality.. lol
 
thanks il try that . its those first few minute as you wake up that are the worst not remembering whats wrong then bang it starts again i know its something im just going to have to ride out now the damage is done
 
hey try to keep your head up fools gold! I dont like hearing of anybody sad. Im on a rough 60mg dose right now. taken in 20mg increments over the course of the past 3 or 4 hours. Im hearing all this stuff on purity. My stuff looks like grains of salt, literally, white, crystalline. i heard thats kind of what impure looks like. but im experienced with dissociatives and even 15mg starts good dissociative effects. so this stuff is legit, right? It has no odour, slightly fluffy, but looks like grains of salt. I keep getting paranoid thinking maybe there's even bomber MXE out there. My first MXE was such crap quality. But yeah sometimes I think too much on MXE and that's what causes the depression. I bring back old memories from the recesses of my mind which gets me stuck on the past, and I miss those days. Ive heard some interesting things about mXE and opiate dependency, which Im on Subutex right now. How do you think 25c-nbome would mix with a dose of MXE? Im thinking of doing that and going to the zoo! Well, my minds all over the place right now. Bout to smoke some spice and watch the sun rise. What do some experienced BL'ers think of the consistency of my MXE, though? I think I have taken enough DXM to know how potent this dissociative is, but I guess I cant really be sure. ALl i have to base it off of is the bunk MXE which took a lot higher dosage than normal to get high, and weird high. this stuffs great though. almost what dxm wishes it could be like, without the 100% antagonizing end of the world feeling. Not so dominate on my brain, maybe? Well, Im off. Peace.

Robert
 
in my opinion the best stuff is very VERY fine, like flour or chalk or something, but i'll soon see when my next 500mg arrives

more on that other experience the other night... it was wicked, if i thought about certain things i could travel and kinda re-live memories, whole body started to vibrate, stuff out the corner of my eye moved. didnt hole for long but could feel myself going, it was like i was about to take off or something. VERY close to the hole. been in the hole quite a few times but never managed to just skim into it then pop out again, usually i end up fucked for hours. had some audio hallucinations as well, for some reason my clock ticking sounded like it was saying a word over and over, had to unplug the fucking thing it was driving me nuts. had it before when walking along... my shoe was squeaking and it sounded like it was saying a word. very weird. also typing to people on the internet, i felt like i was actually there with them. everything connected and reflecting. love this MXE, its like isomer or something, fast onset, fast offset, few hours shorter duration, best MXE ive ever had i reckon
 
ur right actually. i might have had that wrong, when i got home and looked at it. it's not sticking to the bag, is bright white shiny,....i think i was confused. the bad stuff that DID go around a while ago was very crystally, and had lumps in it. pfff in honesty. one white powder looks like another white powder. only 2 ways to test it is either to analyze it in a lab for purity. or stick it in you. and im pretty sure were all the lab rats in this room.

noticed that tolerance drops massively in a short time. a week and it's markedly down. Also much more visual.

also during my detox. i realised i was using it recklessly ..250mg would be a hole. 100 mg magic dose 50 mg a social dose (massive crazy tolerance and i noticed high blood pressure and a fucked nose from this. hands up i admit it was crazy on reflection)...anyway...it took about 4 days into my detox before i actually "came down" and lost the glow completely you have no idea at the time that your still "on it" with regular use. trust me after a while with a clear head you take it again and go "omg. seriously i was deluded. i was recklessly using it. how am i sane after that level of abuse wow" ..but you quickly get into regular use again. i will still stand that this is a wonder drug and that that is not a bad thing necessarily (most people drink 3-4 days a week without being called alcoholics etc) ..but it is ..compulsive. highly.
 
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