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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 5th Dose (you took too much, seriously)

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Jesus, I just replied to the other thread... we don't discuss vendors and sources on Bluelight, even if they happen to be illegitimate. Watch yourselves. This is a harm reduction community, not a sourcing website.

~ vaya
 
Let me tell you a BL secret bud..
All vendor talk is sourcing here.

Jesus, just follow the rules or be banned. Simple as that.


In fact, let's be done with this and get back to the real heart of the matter.
Methoxetamine is the shit.
 
Which brings me to my next point, actually. Some of you have posted of the inevitable downfall of MXE as more and more attention gets leant to it. Haphazard commentary on boards such as this, as well as haphazard use will destroy the credibility and accessibility of a decidedly beautiful research chemical - one of the most novel I've seen in years.

If anyone wants to call me grumpy, please do so, because I am; exciting advances in the fields of neuropharmacology and psychedelic research are more often than not trumped by people who use these beautiful designer molecules with no directed intention, respect, foresight, insight or afterthought. Instead of being utilized properly as tools for specific personal and social purposes, materials like methoxetamine are used by people who want to "get fucked up" or "trip out." IDK. Methoxetamine is one chemical that I've been on board with since its inception, and watching the masses descend upon it for profit and giggles makes me want to vomit. I think I nearly did when I learned from a close friend that people were selling Methoxetamine at festivals cut with Ketamine, salt, etc. in New York. The first MXE megathread had more integrity than this one does and you can see it out in the real world now, too.

Another beauteous thing perverted. More often than not, I am ashamed to be a human being.

~ vaya
 
I've heard MXE can be useful for dealing with shame, too. (;
Haha haha, but seriously. Utilization dear.

It's unfortunate that I can't do anything about others' misuse, but I can't.
That's just how it is. Don't fret about it, because worry and shame and disappointment suck.

I'm pretty sure I said it somewhere today, but stock up folks.
 
I'm pretty sure I said it somewhere today, but stock up folks.

I wish I could stock up with copious amounts. However, as wondrous a chemical as it is, I am susceptible to methoxetamine addiction, and have had my life thoroughly dissolved because of the deleterious effects arising from my inability to use it responsibly. However, in discussing responsibility, I mean something different here. The irresponsible use which I berated above is that irresponsible use which is made public. The difficulties I have controlling my use of methoxetamine do not detract, in any way, from others' abilities to utilize it for a constellation of productive purposes. So that disparity exists, too.

It's just a fucking shame.

~ vaya
 
Damn right..

I agree with you wholly.


I've heard so much about MXE addiction, too.
I mean, I can definitely see the potential.

Does anyone perhaps have any strategies for reducing or avoiding addiction (other than abstinence, obviously haha haha!)?
 
Im tempted to do more MXE but i wont.

I have tested it indoors and i think its my "3rd choice" when im out raving or whatever now hehe
 
Oh fucking love too, Daily Fail reporting on MXE and other PCP analogues. FFS, so pissed off. So obvious that they will now ban ALL PCP analogues just like the cathinone ban. Absolutely fucking fuming
 
One thing I absolutely love about the chemical - If you've had too good of a week, your head up your ass from too much self confidence.
Nothing brings me down to earth better than a few hours in the hole. You'll bow to MXE, no question here. You'll be obedient as shit.
The experience might be terrifying, but I've always came back as a more whole person, always appreciating more of what I have in my life.

Anyone else relate?
 
So the MXE is getting banned? How about Europe???

I'd also like to share my most recent MXE experience. I took about 65mg orally in a drink at the tail end of 4-ho-met experience. It was AMAZING, the setting was a small, dark room, me lying in bed and my sober gf sleeping next to me. About 20 (i guess) minutes after ingestion I got the feeling that I got connected to 'an interface', system which controls my body and brain. I could feel that my brain is a big ass processor controlling all the functions of my entire 'system' - body. I saw multiple windows-like windows -half transparent, which displayed various information. I could arrange and resize them in front of me as I liked. I could hear the hissing of my brainwaves and was afraid that my brain - processor could explode because it was very hot - like an overclocked PC. The whole experienced lasted about 4 hours - from 2am to 6am. then i fell asleep and woke up at 12, feeling dizzy , tired but mellow. I went back to sleep for 2 more hours, woke up with a WONDERFUL Afterglow. T +12h after connection to the 'system' I feel great and blissfull
 
I havent had much free time to research for the last few months, but i really want to get around to trying some good quality mxe very soon, reading these reports excites me in a way that other chemicals dont seem to do. Very interested in the positive effects that thiz chemical has to offer.
 
So the MXE is getting banned? How about Europe???

Actually I'm not even aware of the legality within Europe. Anyone care to shed some light here?
Isn't it supposed to be "legal around the globe"? I understand there are grey areas, etc. but anyways.
 
Yeah, the talk of banning stems from it's popularity, right??
I have no knowledge of any real impending legislation...
Am I wrong? Where do you get the date of Christmas??
 
did quite a bit of MXE last night after returning home from a rave, was a bit drunk n felt a bit rough from the night before so it was an earlier night than usual. but it was awesome nonetheless. got tempted to have a nice little experience with mxe then sleep. weighed out what i thought was 40mg... either i read the scales wrong or they're broke because it looked like too much... but thought sod it and did it anyway.

jesus fucking CHRIST. blew me away, was absolutely flying. rocketing... fucked. started to feel like i was on nitrous... numb... then it kept building, and building, and building. couldnt move, every song i played in my headphones took me on a wild journey, re-lving the past, time became meaningless, full on tripping. never done a drug which has such a profound, deep effect with music. breathing became shallow. i became a part of everything, completely disolved into everything, HAMMERED with euphoria like somebody was slapping euphoria into me, was a bit too intense. thought i had done too much as it was hard to recongize my surroundings and it was getting too confusing. no need for gong on rollercoasters or anything when you have this stuff, takes you on such a ride. most euphoric thing ive experienced since DMT. infact it was on par with DMT. seemed to bring back memories of DMT trips and ended up re-living them. popped a valium and ended up in some semi lucid fucked up state on my bed for awhile... sod neil armstrong going to the moon... this stuff took me across the fucking universe.

damn wild experience, must of been close to ego death. stipped reality back to bare bones. woke up still wonky on it, went out and sunbathed for awhile and still had some minor closed eye things going on... was quite beautiful. drove to meet some people later, sunbathed and felt completely relaxed and at peace with myself and everything else. dunno if it was still the mxe in effect or the valium, or both
 
^ Veryyyy interesting Coltdan.

Damn. Sounded intense.

Do you mind telling me what scales you have Btw?
Im well paranoid about mine weighing stuff out wrong too! Lol
 
I recieved 1gr mxe from a reputable source the other day. Burned through it in 3 days... not consistantly. I literally did 200mg line. Entered the M-Hole and wondered "is this all?" Maybe its due to my dissociative disorder but i find dissociatives very underwhelming. I would really like to try ketamine with mxe. It seems as though no matter how high dose i can still walk and talk (to some degree) maybe ive got a misconception on what k-holes and "m-holes" are.

Ive never been scared or overwhelmed by them. Psychedelics, even at a low low dose, i panic and freak. I have yet to find insight from m- or k-holes.

Maybe somone can elaborate on my predicament?

Wrote this on 80mg mxe
 
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