Jesus Christ this has a horrific comedown. First time I did it I got no brain zaps, no hangover and no crash over the next few days. Waited a few weeks, did it again. But I took too much. I had no zaps or comedown at first, then on day 3 (today) I crashed...hard.
I was near suicidal. I was crying pretty much all day, life was very bleak. I didn't even realise it was the MDAI until just a few minutes ago. The knowledge that this feeling will end is such a relief. I literally don't think I could have gone on for long if I thought this depression was in anyway permanent.
Scary stuff. Im not going to touch it again.
I was near suicidal. I was crying pretty much all day, life was very bleak. I didn't even realise it was the MDAI until just a few minutes ago. The knowledge that this feeling will end is such a relief. I literally don't think I could have gone on for long if I thought this depression was in anyway permanent.
Scary stuff. Im not going to touch it again.