DevelopingDasein
Greenlighter
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- May 11, 2013
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Thanks for the quick response MGS. I've got one more question for you. Are you working with freebase material, or is it in some other form.
Its amazing to think I didn't own a scale years ago, when I first got 5-meo-dmt. I remember a girlfriend loading a pipe for me in the woods, and boy did I feel wonderful when I took that first hit. Back then, I smoked it probably a dozen times. No scale, only did I get my scale a couple years later when a heavy wave of 2cs and other rcs was sweeping my area. I had about 100mg of the stuff. I used it twice with mushrooms, like I said previously. The first time was wonderful. I was tripping strong on mushrooms (3-4g), and I sauna'd myself before traveling into the woods to smoke it up. Wow what a sense of clartity. Now that I think of it there was 3 times I used it with mushrooms. So I had to experiences in the woods. The second time in the woods was after eating 2.5g of mushrooms. I don't believe I got a strong enough hit from the 5-meo-dmt. The actual trip wasn't big, but it seemed to make certain mushroom vibes stronger. Weird experience. A friend that I was with will never forget this day, because of something that happened in my mind that influenced him to see a clear vision of energy intertwined with communication. The third experience was a silly washout. I had eaten 4-5 grams of mushrooms. I was trying to smoke my friend up on it, but I was far too dissheveled. I ended up snorting 15mg or so, and smoking a hit. The last thing I remember is people leaving my room. I laid and bed, and 20minutes went by. I felt completely normal, with the exception that I have no memory of 20 minutes. Its like my mind shut off.
Yah! back in the day I was a bit of an idiot with psychedelics... always pushing too far, seeing trips turn into distorted messes. Trying to find the breakthrough, it only took me years to realize that taking more didn't get you there. Although now it seems like I haven't gotten off in a while. I took a binge bender in november. But sense then, most of my experiences have been low dose. 2 months ago I ate a small dose of mescaline, and a month before that I ate 1 gram of mushrooms. Neither dose got me too intoxicated, and both were minorly psychedelic. I mostly did yoga and tried to listen to my body.
If I do the 5-meo-dmt soon, I'll probably use 7mg. I'd much prefer to be a little more aware of my body. I was considering taking lower, perhaps 3-6mg, but I don't know if I can handle taking a low amount. IN january I ate some cactus tea (small dose). I puked nicely, but my trip wasn't major.
Its weird because my mind has a hard time remembering what made me want to use psychedelics so much back in the day. While I was in those binging days all was good. I started losing meaning in some of the trips. I want my next trip to be significant, but I don't know if I can handle something super long lasting. 5-meo-dmt might be the thing for me. I'm just not super confident, it will give me what I'm looking for (something to heal my mind). I believe mushrooms have that power, and that if I do them I will feel good from them the next day. I'm sure they will make me feel more relaxed about the the things that are stressing me, and give me time to think of possible solutions to some of the problems I'm having. Will 5-meo-dmt have the power to take some of the trash out of my mind, or will it simply intoxicate me.
I'm sure I'll figure it out. Lately when I come home from yoga class is when I feel like smoking it, but I'm afraid it could mess up my yoga high, or distract me from something that is already good. And then when I'm feeling down, I just think taking another psychedelic will make me crazy. Lately I've been wanting to sweat it out with some bikram, then eat mushrooms the next day hoping to feel clean and pure and very aware of my body during the trip.
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Its amazing to think I didn't own a scale years ago, when I first got 5-meo-dmt. I remember a girlfriend loading a pipe for me in the woods, and boy did I feel wonderful when I took that first hit. Back then, I smoked it probably a dozen times. No scale, only did I get my scale a couple years later when a heavy wave of 2cs and other rcs was sweeping my area. I had about 100mg of the stuff. I used it twice with mushrooms, like I said previously. The first time was wonderful. I was tripping strong on mushrooms (3-4g), and I sauna'd myself before traveling into the woods to smoke it up. Wow what a sense of clartity. Now that I think of it there was 3 times I used it with mushrooms. So I had to experiences in the woods. The second time in the woods was after eating 2.5g of mushrooms. I don't believe I got a strong enough hit from the 5-meo-dmt. The actual trip wasn't big, but it seemed to make certain mushroom vibes stronger. Weird experience. A friend that I was with will never forget this day, because of something that happened in my mind that influenced him to see a clear vision of energy intertwined with communication. The third experience was a silly washout. I had eaten 4-5 grams of mushrooms. I was trying to smoke my friend up on it, but I was far too dissheveled. I ended up snorting 15mg or so, and smoking a hit. The last thing I remember is people leaving my room. I laid and bed, and 20minutes went by. I felt completely normal, with the exception that I have no memory of 20 minutes. Its like my mind shut off.
Yah! back in the day I was a bit of an idiot with psychedelics... always pushing too far, seeing trips turn into distorted messes. Trying to find the breakthrough, it only took me years to realize that taking more didn't get you there. Although now it seems like I haven't gotten off in a while. I took a binge bender in november. But sense then, most of my experiences have been low dose. 2 months ago I ate a small dose of mescaline, and a month before that I ate 1 gram of mushrooms. Neither dose got me too intoxicated, and both were minorly psychedelic. I mostly did yoga and tried to listen to my body.
If I do the 5-meo-dmt soon, I'll probably use 7mg. I'd much prefer to be a little more aware of my body. I was considering taking lower, perhaps 3-6mg, but I don't know if I can handle taking a low amount. IN january I ate some cactus tea (small dose). I puked nicely, but my trip wasn't major.
Its weird because my mind has a hard time remembering what made me want to use psychedelics so much back in the day. While I was in those binging days all was good. I started losing meaning in some of the trips. I want my next trip to be significant, but I don't know if I can handle something super long lasting. 5-meo-dmt might be the thing for me. I'm just not super confident, it will give me what I'm looking for (something to heal my mind). I believe mushrooms have that power, and that if I do them I will feel good from them the next day. I'm sure they will make me feel more relaxed about the the things that are stressing me, and give me time to think of possible solutions to some of the problems I'm having. Will 5-meo-dmt have the power to take some of the trash out of my mind, or will it simply intoxicate me.
I'm sure I'll figure it out. Lately when I come home from yoga class is when I feel like smoking it, but I'm afraid it could mess up my yoga high, or distract me from something that is already good. And then when I'm feeling down, I just think taking another psychedelic will make me crazy. Lately I've been wanting to sweat it out with some bikram, then eat mushrooms the next day hoping to feel clean and pure and very aware of my body during the trip.
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