Everything made sense, there was no confusion. We was always, we are always and we always will be. As I said it's indescribable anyway. It goes in the spiritual religious direction. It's the aim of all buddhists. It brang peace to my life. I completely changed my life after that. No hate. No greed. No envy. No pride. Was I dead? I don't know. Tried it with 3 other friends. One had the same experience. Two were afraid and a little in panic of dieing. I never believed in things like telepathy but we kinda still understood each other without words. 
.I don't know. Much changed for me. I can't use tryptamines anymore, can't even use cannabis. It was like I used 20mg first, then 18mg, then 20mg (wtf was too much bodyload-wise), then 15mg, had same effects as first 20mg. Now 15mg is even too much, I could use less than 10mg. It's not visually alone but I combine with JWH-250, which potentiates it waaaaay more without giving me thought loops or mindfuck.
^Haha, Dwayne you are joking right? Rectal dosing is an amazing route of administration. It provides for one of the best ways to the peak, much better than insufflation, and safer than IM or IV. There's no needles, no nasty smoke to inhale, and you don't block your sinuses with caustic material. The comeup from rectal administration of phenethylamine and tryptamine psychedelics is so smooth yet powerful and a great rush. I just don't see any negatives to it whatsoever.
You don't need to go in to the bathroom to do it either, you can do it anywhere. Just put some lube on the end of the syringe nozzle (durex Play works well, I like the 'Tingle' version), then slide it gently in and press the plunger. Remove the syringe and discard. There's really not that much to it. No, it doesn't dribble out of your ass Dwayne. Not unless you've just been having vigorous anal sex, then things may be a bit loose. Try it some day, you might just take a liking
