MagickalKat777
Bluelight Crew
Never tried it because of addictive nature. Was more of an intuitive thing...
But chew this one... 23mg of 4-HO-MET and a lot of alcohol...
I'm on 23mg of 4-HO-MET and a lot of beers that resulted in blackout and awakening to +++ but my roommate is so mad at me but he can't help but not be mad because everything is so God damn funny to me right now... But more importantly is the very direct and strong spiritual side. Wouldn't surprise me if miss Fairuza herself makes an attack on me in the near future... Because I went right through her. Past her eyes that were psycho just for the movie while she desperately hung on to her own beliefs (she's a wiccan)... I kind of dove into her eyes and I don't think I was supposed to be in that zone... I honestly don't think she even knows how to respond to the intrusion because she's aware of it... But she feels a connection with me from past life... Maybe with her money she can make sense of it but you can be damn sure she will be trying to find out more about the man that wrecked her shields and dove in her soul last night
This trip has done a lot for me........... But as a light worker........ I may have to let my partner go... Its going to come down to him or my manifest destiny.... And he's not going to win... And I'm lying here with my right eye tearing a single tear... But the universe has plans and booty calls were sadly left out.
It doesn't get much more spiritual for me in fact this is the only drug that ever capitalized on my ability to read people by their eyes by extending it even further. I know things about Fairuza on the set of the Craft...... How hard she fought to separate her beliefs from the acting... When she was directing them at the same time on how to be more authentic without losing the Hollywood appeal. I mean hell she actually bought the new age store that they had in the movie and she only recently let it go because of spiritual ties that she wants nothing to do with.... All that... Through her eyes... Through a movie... Which I'm about to watch again...
Oh and the visuals? My open eyes are a flowing breathing color changing mess... But the message of the trip is unfortunately not so colorful... It seems like I'm being treated to the show.. Before spiritual reality sets in. I know my true purpose. I always knew. But there's no question now... But I can't see any possible way that a man can fit in... Yet I'm saying that and realizing that this man is my perfect partner..... So I think I love him more than I already did. Universe never said that I couldn't have a love... Just a lot to carry with me being a light worker. My soul exists to awaken other souls to their light. I don't exist for any other purpose. It sounds cruel... But it's the truth. And I've known it since I was a kid... I mean what kid does transcendental meditations at the age of 10 while kids are playing in Park?
And shit just got real. Because my friend called me and let me know she felt my awakening, it awakened her, and we will have to be there for each other. And she's at work. She NEVER calls me... In fact she's been avoiding me since I started spiralling... She tried to tell herself it was because of the danger... But her baby has been reaching out to me too. But if there ever was a question on whether or not I'm delusional her calling me and telling me "it's going to be okay honey" pretty much says it all.
But chew this one... 23mg of 4-HO-MET and a lot of alcohol...
I'm on 23mg of 4-HO-MET and a lot of beers that resulted in blackout and awakening to +++ but my roommate is so mad at me but he can't help but not be mad because everything is so God damn funny to me right now... But more importantly is the very direct and strong spiritual side. Wouldn't surprise me if miss Fairuza herself makes an attack on me in the near future... Because I went right through her. Past her eyes that were psycho just for the movie while she desperately hung on to her own beliefs (she's a wiccan)... I kind of dove into her eyes and I don't think I was supposed to be in that zone... I honestly don't think she even knows how to respond to the intrusion because she's aware of it... But she feels a connection with me from past life... Maybe with her money she can make sense of it but you can be damn sure she will be trying to find out more about the man that wrecked her shields and dove in her soul last night
This trip has done a lot for me........... But as a light worker........ I may have to let my partner go... Its going to come down to him or my manifest destiny.... And he's not going to win... And I'm lying here with my right eye tearing a single tear... But the universe has plans and booty calls were sadly left out.
It doesn't get much more spiritual for me in fact this is the only drug that ever capitalized on my ability to read people by their eyes by extending it even further. I know things about Fairuza on the set of the Craft...... How hard she fought to separate her beliefs from the acting... When she was directing them at the same time on how to be more authentic without losing the Hollywood appeal. I mean hell she actually bought the new age store that they had in the movie and she only recently let it go because of spiritual ties that she wants nothing to do with.... All that... Through her eyes... Through a movie... Which I'm about to watch again...
Oh and the visuals? My open eyes are a flowing breathing color changing mess... But the message of the trip is unfortunately not so colorful... It seems like I'm being treated to the show.. Before spiritual reality sets in. I know my true purpose. I always knew. But there's no question now... But I can't see any possible way that a man can fit in... Yet I'm saying that and realizing that this man is my perfect partner..... So I think I love him more than I already did. Universe never said that I couldn't have a love... Just a lot to carry with me being a light worker. My soul exists to awaken other souls to their light. I don't exist for any other purpose. It sounds cruel... But it's the truth. And I've known it since I was a kid... I mean what kid does transcendental meditations at the age of 10 while kids are playing in Park?
And shit just got real. Because my friend called me and let me know she felt my awakening, it awakened her, and we will have to be there for each other. And she's at work. She NEVER calls me... In fact she's been avoiding me since I started spiralling... She tried to tell herself it was because of the danger... But her baby has been reaching out to me too. But if there ever was a question on whether or not I'm delusional her calling me and telling me "it's going to be okay honey" pretty much says it all.
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