Dr Mamba
Bluelighter
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Excellent. Did you experience any sense of anxiety with the ego death ?I holed on MXiPr a couple days ago in combination with the perfect amount of edibles and nitrous and it was amazing.
I'm not particularly experienced with dissos; I've holed on ketamine and combined DXM up to a second plat with a number of psychs including DMT. No tolerance. Ketamine has been known to make me puke from motion sickness so I took a ginger pill to be sure (and didnt experience any nausea). I didnt measure out my doses, instead opting to sniff small lines and wait for the come up to start before taking my next small line. To be honest, this definitely feels like the way to go for me.
I had been chilling and feeling the drug out for an hour already. The music I was listening to gave the perfect mood as I sat back in my chair. I hit my last line and took a breath out of my nitrous canister. The next few minutes slipped by me as I floated deeper and deeper into a dream, not even aware of how far dissociated I was until I was no more. Full ego death, moments of eternity, impossible to describe. Coming back, I began to grapple with the universe around me observing everything in a vacuum starting with time. A multidimensional mesh of time that I happened to be moving through linearly. Why? I began to question who I was. Everything I had once known and taken for granted was now an independent variable I had to rediscover. I saw myself as a being with aspirations and saw the paths through time I could take to accomplish them. I redosed again and repeated the process with no magic lost.
I sobered up enough and decided I needed some sleep I crawled into bed around 3AM, around 2 hours from when I started and 1 hour since I started going hard. I think I fell into a very light sleep here until 7AM where I woke up to me stroking my own arm (I recently got tattooed in that spot so it felt good). My head was spinning and pounding and I was dehydrated. I drank some water and that really helped my headache. I eventually managed to fall asleep until 2PM where I spent the rest of my day tired. A lot of the trip was hard to remember. I'd probably dose sooner next time.
TL;DR:
This might be my favourite new drug, definitely favourite dissociative of the three I've tried (lol). Seems to be sedating enough to hole and chill out on. Heavier doses can lead to ego death, at the very least with the aid of cannabis and nitrous. Seemed less likely to make me feel nauseous than Ketamine but this might've been the ginger I took. Will definitely be continuing with this chem.
Excellent. Did you experience any sense of anxiety with the ego death ?
Not at all! Funny since usually pot will make me a little uncomfortable and would make ketamine feel a little weird and funky (not necessarily in a bad way). With MXiPr the hole and ego death was welcome. Even if it was uncomfortable at times it just seemed like there was no use resisting. Everything would turn out alright. I had total trust in the molecule. Everything just felt right.
I will likely give it another test Sunday or Monday and see if I can replicate this feeling and experience with any consistency and report back here. I'll try to record the first half dozen or so doses. I tend to dose light but often so I may eyeball the rest of my doses if I don't have enough to get me to a hole. I find it too hard and too distracting to use my inconsistent scale when I'm all wonked out.
Bout the 4-subs, I'm planning on ordering more real soon n will definitely have to test that out.So what’s the consensus on oral/sublingual with this fine goddess?
it seems fairly potent and I’ll be volumetrically portioning it out (no scale I usually get pellets or blotter)
I’d like to dissolve 2g into 30ml of PG. will probably start with a 33.33 mg dose or .5ml of the solution sublingually. For tolerance I have basically none, only do dissos like once a week tops and 100mg of ket will usually hole me.
edit: also anyone trialed mixing this with a 4-sub tryptamine yet?
Touch wood, i rarely get kidney pain from k, like almost never, even I've been a proper bender (i class a proper bender as 25g in a few days)All the ACH dissociatives are. The higher the dose, the worse it seems to be. Ketamine seems to fuck people up the worst because people are doing grams a day. The RC dissos tend to be way more potent. But still, yeah, they're all bad for your kidneys/bladder.
Touch wood, i rarely get kidney pain from k, like almost never, even I've been a proper bender (i class a proper bender as 25g in a few days)
I do take quite alot of supps/vits when i am binging though (but nothing kidney specific - i take strong cranberry extract for my bladder, little pills that are the equivalent of 5g dried berry, I take 2 daily, aswel as turmeric, omega3 oils, strong multi vits, garlic, magnesium, iron, zinc, extra vit c+d) and always drink plenty of fluids. And eat hot chilli every day as an antioxidant, even if im not eating ANY food, ill eat a spoonful of chilli![]()
Yeah I nearly lost it, was pissing blood, bright green bloody shot, black blot clots 50+ times a day no exaggeration, constant 10/10 pain, ket bladder syndrome, ulcers ket cystitis, mass fibrosis, uti, etc, did a month clean in rehab with 3.5 weeks of Co-amoxiclav to clear the infection and oxybutyn 3 times a day, plus codeine paracetamol naproxen and diazepam for pain, promethazine at night, and started using again as soon as i left rehab, but no where the amounts I was doing.Didn't you say you once had really bad problems with your bladder and K? What changed? Did you just take a break and don't use as much now?