Here is a mini report of my first MXiPR trial I had tonight. Clif notes: fun, nice, but subtle and more or less uneventful. I will raise the dose to probably double next time. Similar to MXPr at this level, but more euphoric and fun.
11-1-2020 - MXiPR, first trial
6:20pm (T+0:00) - Ate 25mg. The powder is white, chalky and clumpy, with a strong and distinctive burnt plastic smell, and taste. Someone reported that they acetone washed theirs and lost a little bit, but not too much, and it got rid of the sketchy plastic smell and taste and made the experience cleaner. But, I didn't want to wait, so although I need to get some acetone and do that, I went ahead with my first trial anyway. The taste actually wasn't as bad as the smell, it was bitter and left a plasticy aftertaste but it was bearable, and I just washed it down with a finger dip of peanut butter (the best bad taste eraser I know of). It tasted and smelled a lot different from MXPr and especially from MXE. MXE's taste varied widely based on batch, but the best stuff tasted a lot like a weird slightly bitter sea salt. Anyway I digress.
6:40pm (T+0:20) - Coming up, it is a moderately euphoric rushy come-up, I feel very nice mentally and physically. I felt it first at around 10 minutes in, very quickly. Watching some TV with my girlfriend.
7:00pm (T+0:40) - I have settled, seemingly, into a light, pleasant dissociative state. I feel the slightest wonkiness when walking, but not much, and I have to look for it. Functioning and conversing is easy, I do not feel inebriated, really. There is a nice body feeling, and a good mood lift and relaxation. Surprisingly, I seem to have gotten more tired, rather than stimulated, but that could be because I played a music festival last night and haven't slept since 2 nights ago, and spent all of yesterday lifting things, setting up a stage, and playing 4 and a half hours of music. I am thinking I will redose 25mg more, but first I am going to make some dinner. I feel as if I will not be inhibited in any way from cooking, I feel perfectly coordinated and with it.
7:45pm (T+1:25) - Just redosed 20mg more, orally, bringing my total ingested to 45mg. Made some food, I am quite hungry and looking forward to eating it (pasta with vodka sauce). Enjoying watching TV with my girlfriend. Not very wonky at all at this dose so far, but very pleasant and more pronounced/defined in character than MXPr. But notably, with 25mg of MXE, I would have been feeling the magic, a light wonk, beautiful thought process, delicate vision, and insightful, inspirational mindset. I feel none of these things, not yet anyway.
9:25pm (T+3:05) - The redose did increase the effects somewhat, but less than I expected. Actually it reminds me of my MXPr trial a lot, except more at-home feeling in my organism, more functional (MXPr is functional at the doses I've taken, but this stuff feels like my brain is working quickly, like I might even use it as a performance enhancer for something like coding or playing music). The redose came on pretty smoothly and transparently, to the point that I forgot I took it until I got up to do some stuff.
I just got a message from an old, dear friend, in fact my oldest good friend from Bluelight. I had been worried about him and missed him, and thankfully he is doing really well. This makes me smile a lot.
10:15pm (T+3:55) - Upon reflection, I have spent the last little bit telling my girlfriend that I love her, and expressing feelings of closeness and companionship with some Bluelight members and staff, so perhaps MXiPR is having more of an effect than I thought! Hehe. I mean I am a loving guy anyway but I feel a little gushy right now. It's funny because I don't really feel all that high, but I just have a beaming feeling of love and happiness emanating from my chest.
12:00am (T+5:40) - I've been reading and Bluelighting since the last entry. I took a few hits off my delta-8 THC vape a bit ago, which basically just made me a little high on delta-8, didn't seem to interact with the MXiPR. Been having a nice time, for sure. But I really never felt dissociated, at all, or barely at least, and then only for a brief period of time. It was similar to my low dose MXPr experience in that way. Compared to MXPr, MXiPR tonight was more fun, more euphoric, and more positive-focused emotionally. Like with MXPr, it seems like at this dosage level, orally, the meat of the effects consisted primarily of a very active and inspired mind, and a looseness in my thoughts that somewhat lowers my inhibitions and slightly alters my inner monologue. I will say this dose of MXE would be much more of an experience and would be moderately dissociating.
I still feel it, but it is subtle. In fact it never got above subtle, and I'm even willing to believe it could be simply that I am high on delta-8 THC and I am associating that feeling with what I felt from MXiPR, and the drug has worn off entirely by now. It's hard to tell which.
Next time I will take a larger initial dose, and a larger redose. Also I will acetone wash some of it and see how much is lost and clean up the product. Hopefully get rid of that sketchy smell/taste. I will probably try plugging it when I want to go for an actual powerful dissociative experience. I also realize that each dissociative I have grown to enjoy, the first handful of times I took it, I didn't care for it, and/or didn't get the effects that started to develop with a little more experience with the drug. The first half dozen times I took MXE, I actively disliked it, it made me feel dysphoric and weird and anxious. I kept trying though because of all the MXE love from friends and Bluelight posters, Then one day it clicked for some reason and it was pure magic, and from then on it was among the most magical feeling drugs I've ever taken. I keep hoping that something will come along that has something comparable to MXE's level of quality.
I am going to compile the first 3 trials' notes together and submit an actual trip report. Hoping to get a medium-level dosage and heavy dosage to compare. I still have to do the medium and heavy dloses with MXPr, too. And I definitely want to try DMXE.
