F.U.B.A.R.
Bluelight Crew
Because you are already batshit mental my dear... 

Because you are already batshit mental my dear...![]()
Hi all.
Evey I am still in possession of 4 grams of 3-fpm remaining.
I also have the delightful Synthacaine 6 grams and phenzincane 6 grams (which to be fair was from a reputable supplier and contains the ingredients it says it does)
So I am using the blends to curb my daily use and allowing myself to enjoy the pure 3-fpm on weekends with my boyfriend.
I'm trying to teach my brain every day that it does not need pure 3fmp to find energy and happiness in each day! So use shitty synth or phenz instead!
Am also taking supplements from a natural product shop which claims to build immunity, energy and zest for life Naturally!
Hope you are all well. I can't actually belive I allowed myself to get so caught up in the whole rc scene. However I can completely understand how it has provided for me and others the help that they can't get from the gp. Because the GPs often do not listen or understand. No I'm not fucking depressed, I do not want anti depressants. I just want to feel alive sometimes, like I matter in the world. Does anyone else get what I mean?
I'm. Gonna stop the rambling now as I fear it's possibly the alcohol talking! Lol!
I really hope though that I can be fully non reliant on any kind of stimulant and that it's not too much of a painful process, although maybe I deserve for it to be painful as i have got into debt again because of my be life that 3-fpm makes life a little brighter.
Night night all.
Eyre girl. X
i never really get comedowms from stms anymore, more depri i ran out, or fall asleep. But 3fpm is weak crap, its like too mild but also induces mania in a way, meh boring shit atleast it seems to be benign for me and you can megadose without side effects, atleast i can.
I'd put 2-FA at pretty similar in potency compared with phet, myself. Vastly more potent than most street speed and not a million miles away from the good stuff. Really like 2-FA actually. Like 3-FPM too but would agree it's pretty weak stuff and agreed on the absence of comedown too. Decent mild heavy-on-the-dopamine stim but not in the least bit functional and not interesting enough to bother with more than the odd 24-48h session for me. Doubt I'll bother buying it again if I'm ordering from overseas anyway so have more stim options available.
Complete paper on 2/3/4-FPM
Indicates that I was motherfucking right (it's a curse, truly...) regarding batch differentiation as a product of the positional halogenation and ratio of conjugated acid (HCl-) to liberated base.
The beautiful fluffy and thoroughly, yet heavenly, fiendish moist powder that vapourises completely and efficiently leaving barely a trail? 2-FPM and 3-FPM follow their Amphetamine ancestry as volatile oils in freebase form, the former yellow and the latter is colourless - a la losing the beetle if you blink too fast. Preparation of the fumarate salt as opposed to the standard HCl improves stability which would account for the dose inconsistency if activity of the salts differs substantially. As I predicted way back when: 4-FPM is active primarily at SERT and 3-FPM, obviously, is massively selective for DAT and NET - a combination of 3-FPM and 4-FPM thus could explain those incredible quasi-Methamp samples. Especially given they became harder to find as the ChemSlaves improved their technique.
Cassandra?Complete paper on 2/3/4-FPM
Indicates that I was motherfucking right (it's a curse, truly...) regarding batch differentiation as a product of the positional halogenation and ratio of conjugated acid (HCl-) to liberated base.
This makes perfect sense - I was convinced there was serotonin activity with those early batches. Pity this has come out now after the ban...
Something is flickering dimly across a synapse about halogenation at even-numbered positions being Not Good. And given that iodine, if it should slip its covalent bond, is less aggressive than bromine, and bromine is less aggressive than chlorine ..... Well, if you cast your eye up the Periodic Table, you will see where this is going.
Anyway, I'll have a read of that paper. And sprout -- feel free to give me some of your Correction
EDIT: Bloody hell, 4-FPM looks a bit dodgy with that fluorine sticking out there like a sitting duck, only the horniest element in the Periodic Table, and unprotected right at the back of that molecule, practically just waiting to get into a chemical reaction with anything else that's into all that covalent stuff .....
Something is flickering dimly across a synapse about halogenation at even-numbered positions being Not Good. And given that iodine, if it should slip its covalent bond, is less aggressive than bromine, and bromine is less aggressive than chlorine ..... Well, if you cast your eye up the Periodic Table, you will see where this is going.
Anyway, I'll have a read of that paper. And sprout -- feel free to give me some of your Correction
EDIT: Bloody hell, 4-FPM looks a bit dodgy with that fluorine sticking out there like a sitting duck, only the horniest element in the Periodic Table, and unprotected right at the back of that molecule, practically just waiting to get into a chemical reaction with anything else that's into all that covalent stuff .....
I'm aware that some of the halogenated amphetamines are very toxic (4-FMA?), but at the same time I believe the flourine bond with 3-fpm is very stable. What is it about the atom's position on the molecule that varies the strength of bond making it more likely to cleave off from some positions leading to nasty reactive free radicals? I need a chemistry lesson![]()
Interestingly it is the electrochemical infidelity of the minuscule nucleus and thus multiplied charge density (m/v) of Fluorine that renders it an unwavering concept of chemistry: the carbocation and the fluoride anion bind so intensely that you'd need the combined energy of every corner of Dante's Hellscape to separate them.
Thus the fluoridated amphetamines do not exhibit the monoaminergic ICBM irreversible neurotoxicity, lysis of I, Br, Cl (-C) occurs readily in-vivo and leaves the free radical ions to reduce axonal surface membranes.
Para-fluorination is oft applied to a pharmacophore if the aim is to inhibit the enzymatic metabolism responsible for digesting the molecule of interest. In particular the esterases in the liver (and occasionally in the lungs) struggle to counteract the electron withdrawal of the aromatic shell when the highly charged and compact nucleus of F sits "behind" the ring and holds onto the electrons for dear life - just look at MPH ---> 4F-MPH, potency more than tripled, active duration again tripled, exponential dose-response curve because there is no metabolism to rely on.
Odd numbered fluoroalkyl chains are bad fukkin' news though - the intermittent C-C bonds break with ease leaving Fluoroacetate to enter the cell organelles and clog up the ETC in the mitochondria due to the structural similarity with substrates in the Krebs Cycle. The ultimate and most beautiful cytotoxin mechanism.