I have a question about subs.
I'm seeing my GP on the 13th and I'm going to ask if she can prescribe me subs (or refer me to the clinic so I can get them there, whatever, as long as I get them). I have gone cold turkey from heroin before but I've never STAYED clean. Would being on subs help me stay clean? I can deal with detoxing cold turkey, that's just what I've always done - it sucks like a bitch but it's possible to live through. It's after that first 10 days or so. I just go pick up more because I want to get high. I crave it so badly.
Basically my plan is to pick up dope this Friday, then use til however long what I get lasts me. Then at my GP appointment ask for subs. I know I have to wait 24-36 hours before taking suboxone after I've taken heroin. I mean I know the basics. But does it really help? I have no experience with any sort of aid in getting clean and I really think I need to try something because I need to stay cleanthe bupe. I know that I want to, deep down. I just need a bit of help.