Hi, Blue pill.
Im from EU and we have program in which I get 2x7pills(8mg) package weekly. I am out of the game for many years so I cant even score weed anymore on street, let alone H or Sub. This is only positive thing i did in my life, i manage to infiltrate among "normal" people who do not even drink and think weed is dangerous, Quentin does not have shit on them and I did cut connections with all old "friends", downfall is when i take my therapy to soon i cant buy more...
I was on Subutex, then Suboxone and at last I am on "Buprenorphine", some generic subutex/no naloxone?! (they keep it for pregnant women, very small pill).
So i am on 16mg daily 2 pills per day,all most 4 years now, steadily went from 2 mg per day to situation i am in now. .
I have never IV them, usually snort them and take 5 to 10 mgs of benzos, really rare under tongue and i did try couple of years ago a little pluging.
Now, my problem is, i get once a week this dosage and i have to make it last a week, but first two days i snort whole first box (sometimes even more), like a newb.
Lets say ,every friday i get my dosage, over weekend i take 7-9 pills, so in monday im with 4-6 pills and its not enough.
Right now its tuesday and I have 1 and a half pill, and its a long way to friday and I would just take them all right now..
This behavior started couple of months ago(i lost my job, maybe that is the cause?!), my problem is, i really would like to get high (my honeymoon era with sub is long gone). I know IV is 99-100% bio but it last shorter?I have aversion with needles because i saw friend died trying to shot a lot of methadone(unfiltered, he stabbed himself maybe 30-40 times to find a spot) so I snorted H, smoked sometimes but never used needle

WTF should I do, is there a way to take smaller amounts with higher efficiency? And i dont talk about waiting 2 days so bupe can get out of system, i really need it every day to fall asleep or to function normally.
I know that less is more with subs but what about us long time takers of relatively high dosages, same rules dont apply for us, i didnt saw any thread for this type of problems. 4 years ago, 1 mgs would hold me whole day. Does anyone else has similar problems and how do you cope with it? IV? Rectally? Patience?
English, as you can see is not my native language so if i wrote something not very understandable or if i didnt write clearly what the problem is, please tell so ill try to rewrite
more understandably.
Allso Happy New year ..