You mad bro?
To everyone else, I'd rather NOT do all that shit just to taper down lower. If you have to taper so low, the company should make a suboxone pill that is a small enough dosage to taper off of, instead of making people cut the suboxone into the tiniest pieces possible. It's retarded.
No one is saying you have to taper so low.. but why not do it? Just b/c it's annoying to break the pills up? It will make a worlds of difference when you detox.
In a sense I feel that Suboxone has fucked me over.. but not in the same way as you. And in my case, it's 100% my fault not Suboxone's. I feel that Suboxone allowed me to further grow my addiction. While I had all the intentions to get clean, it ended up becoming a tool to bridge the gap. A lot of times I found my self using knowing that I had Suboxone to fall back onto, whereas after doing a real ct detox off dope, without Suboxone around, I would actually stay away from H.
Now I have been on bupe long enough that I am physically dependent (I am at 4mg a day now). I really want to taper off and detox off this shit.. but since I have gotten this low on bupe (I came from 80mg methadone>12mg bupe>where I am now) I have found my self using more frequently. I really need to quit that and focus on continuing to reduce my bupe. I dream of a life where I can wake up and just feel ok wihtout putting a drug into me. Going out into the sunlight being able to enjoy it instead of being trapped inside feeling like shit cold sweats etc.. But I made it to 4mg I guess.. I just gotto keep going.
I do agree they should make smaller Suboxone pills but what I do is I use a milligram scale (for less than 50 bucks you can get a very accurate one) to weigh my doses out. Now this depends on what brand you get, but for Roxanne 8mg bupe pills they are literally exactly 400mg. So 50mg = 1mg bupe. So it's really easy to taper <1mg doses. For instance 5mg of the pill = 0.1mg bupe, 25mg = 0.5mg bupe, 150mg = 3mg bupe, and so on. Once you get down to .1 mg and start skipping days I hear the withdrawals are bearable. Like you could even work through them if you have a job. You have to taper down and stabilize for a solid 3 weeks or more before detoxing in my opinion. 5mg of powder is barely anything, but you would be surprised what one lick of powder can do.. it can seriously take you out of bad withdrawals. Bupe is really powerful. Alternatively you can use a liquid method where you measure out 8mg bupe pill to 4cc water..and you can then do a ratio and just measure out your doses. I find the scale to be easier because it's quick, and you can just crush up a pill and leave th pile of powder there and take some from it every day.
Some people get on sub and there sub addiction is WAY worse than what they were on before...
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Totally true man!! I have seen people with a codein habit, kratam habit, pod tea, and
vic habits go on bupe maint. and they turned a infinitesimal addiction into a fucking HUGE monkey on their back. Shame on the doctors who prescribe to those people. I feel bad for someoen in pain management, taking like 20mg vicoden daily, only to find out they are having trouble getting off and making their script last, then to have their doctor switch them to a theraputic dose of bupe like 16mg or some shit. I know my doctor basically would hear IV heroin and give out 24mg, hed hear methadone and give 32mg. It;s like.. you can detox and be feeling 100% in 2 weeks, and I am talking like 100% good if you are detoxing off vics or something similar. Bupe is a whole nother ballgame. And while you are taking this super powerful drug it really isn't doing jack shit. If you are gonna get yuour self so heavily phsyically dependent it might as well be to something good lol. Not a drug that doesnt doa nything.
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