1. crush a 4mg tablet in 1st spoon
2. dissolve in 91% ISO alcohol
ahhhh what??????????????
and micron filter
what is a micron filter? I've always just used a piece of a q-tip
ahhhh what??????????????
and micron filter
What could I have done wrong???
Could I have cooked away the bupe?
Read the first post, I explained that.Definite benefit in using micron filters...but i don't have any tonight. Where would I even be able to find those?
Naloxone is essentially inert. There's no need to worry about it.I'm still confused on the whole "separating Naloxone" process...Do I even need to? I haven't taken any other opiates in months so I shouldn't have to worry about the w/d right?
I just can't believe that I crushed half an 8mg tablet, went through that whole process, and got nothing out of it! Would it be safe to just crush the pill and skip the iso alcohol part? Just set-up like any other pill?
Anyway, I'm so happy to be back on suboxone. I once again made the transition back from heroin to suboxone, and I truly hope that it stays this way. It seems every time I get off the subs, my dope habits get worse and worse. This last week and a half I was doing about a bundle a day, my tolerance just sky rocketed! It was so pointless too. With full agonists, when you get to the point where your really strung out, you don't really get high anymore, you just get straight, which is how I eventually reasoned myself back onto the suboxone. That and I've also been struggling with benzo's, and the two habits were just to expensive, and I found myself stealing from those I love, which i am furious at myself for.
Fuck being sick man, I hope I never screw up again.
Does anyone know anything about these new Suboxone thin strip things (think listerine stripes that dissolve on your tounge, looks like a piece of tape)? Has anyone tried them and if so do they work as good?
humans do not need pills to live
So let me ask you guys -- JB especially -- a question or two to see if i understand you correctly.
Currently, I am taking 2-4 mg per day IN. I usually do 1 mg in the morning, then 1 mg in the afternoon, then 1 mg later in the evening. I'm trying to get the most "euphoria" and energy boost that i possibly can, and even when i was taking 8 mg/day SL, breaking up the dose seemed to help A LOT. I want to get down to the "superlow" doses like you guys -- ideally .5 mg, twice a day would be my goal.
Currently i'm not getting much "euphoria" or even energy kick at all. Part of it is that, addict that i am (was), i want to keep doing lines as long as i am awake (this is why i say 2-4mg, sometimes i do a couple extra .5 mg lines at various points, sometimes it's more like 2 mg in one shot, etc -- my lines are only vaguely specific); part of it is that I am also trying to keep the cravings for any other drugs as far away as possible.
Some days i get euphoria, some days not; sometimes i get it from 1 mg, sometimes 1.5, sometimes 2 -- it's really hard for me to tell, honestly.
Do you think that the best thing i can do is take, say, as close to 1 mg as possible, in the morning, and then again in the evening? And sort of force myself to do THAT and ONLY THAT? (it's VERY HARD to keep from doing more if i get no euphoria & very little energy boost) And are you saying I need to keep this up for the better part of a week, and then at the end i will start getting more euphoria? How long should the "euphoria" part last, ideally? And would it be even better to get down to .5 mg twice a day? And keep that up for, again, the better part of a week? I REALLY want this to work, but i'm not getting much euphoria & it's not lasting me long enough to keep from doing more before my scheduled time. Cravings are down, which is the whole point, so i COULD keep doing it my way, but i really wanna get to where you guys are. Do i need to just sorta sweat it out for a week at 1 mg AM & 1 mg PM? Or is it possible that i need to take 4 mg a day? Don't forget, this is IN, so my bioavailability is less than you IVers.
Please -- any help &/or advice would be REALLY appreciated.
Peace,
Covert
Ha. Tell this to a suffering schizophrenic, someone suffering from bipolar disorder, hell, someone with high blood pressure, high cholesterol.
It broke my heart to realize about ten years ago that I was destined to take anti-depressants for the rest of my life. Thank God I am, or I wouldn't be living life. I'd be at home, in bed, afraid that the world is ending.
I used opiates responsibly for chronic pain (disc, lumbar fusion) for years. When my tolerance got so high that I had to abuse my script to get relief, I went to detox.
I've taken Suboxone for three years and my doctor (one of the first suboxone docs in Chicago, the head of a rehab center) said that it's up to me whether I stay on it or not. I said "I feel most like myself when I take 16mgs every day" I'm not high, I''m not pain free, but I'm stable. "What does that mean?" I asked.
He shrugged and said "It means you're a chronic opiate addict and this dosage helps you stay healthy. IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE WEAK OR A BAD PERSON."
The pharma/medical industry is huge, profitable and some people within it are crooked, but I've been around the world for 40 years and I've learned not to assume the worst about a broad spectrum of people just because of a few bad apples. I wouldn't work for free, and i don't expect my doctor to work for free. Making a living doesn't mean he doesn't want to help.l