Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
well im here for some advice.
i fell off the wagon about 9 days ago. i was on suboxone for over 3 weeks, then decided i was going to just enjoy the weekend...well i did, and about two days later i was scared to take suboxone again because when i first got on suboxone i went through the worst possible pain anyone could go through. i went from 600 mgs of oc's to 16mgs of suboxone, and i was sick as hell for 5 days before my body started to make use of the suboxone. so im back on oxy, but not 600mgs per day, im at the most taking 60 to 90mgs of oxy. i so badly want to get back on the train, but im scared to death that ill go through hell again. when i was induced with suboxone i was in severe wds, i waited 18 hours before i started suboxone, and it was apparently not enough, or it may of been just my body didnt like the suboxone, because i went through the worst wds for 5 days. i mean you name it i had it, i was ready to die. so now i want to get back on but i have no idea how long to wait, and what to do. i absolutely cannot stand to be that sick again, so i dont know what to do, im almost ready to say screw this, and just stay on the oxy for the rest of my life. im glad that im able to control my intake right now, but for how long. im such an idiot for letting the sub out of my system. can anyone help?
kind regards,
ruff
When I was using heroin, I could make it longer than 18 hours without Suboxone. Try waiting two or three days until you're in pretty bad WD (it might only be one to two days for you) before taking Suboxone again.
That should help. Let me know how it goes.