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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

having a psychiatrist that actually listens and doesn't bombard me with drugs , getting a list to go grocery shopping to make TACOS!and having a lil money to do so in some hard times,Bluelighters that dont BS and this new puppy thats learning so quickly, and being able to breath(all stuffed up) after crying so much over a lost dog, having all these ankle biters around for the holidays(kids) that are healthy, Ive been in a funk with a sick dog and fighting addiction, i need to count my blessings` cause the messed up chit is so easy to focus on
 
Massage day.. damn I needed that as it’s been a few weeks due to the holidays


Firing up weights again.. it will be difficult initially because of the physical abuse, but I’m thinking it’s the best treatment for that scumbag bullshit. So here we go.
 
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Today was smooth. Nothing got on my nerves as things tend to do no matter if I am johnny public or alice alone. I mean, things do not always (rarely to never) go my way but it's nice when it does, right?
I feel like my life is mostly in my hands just need a home and I will pretty much feel complete (or rather content). It aint never easy to not dont be the chedda. The cheese stands alone. :)
Dont mind me just had a half a fatty and some kra kra.
 
i took a break from kratom. imma do at least 3 days off.
i obtained a few bupre 8mg/naloxone 2mg strips. works a charm. lol
feels good for the aces and pains to be in the background as opposed to the fore.
anyway... another good day.
thanks fam
 
fuck im on a roll. been a few days in a row that i would consider "good". guess i'll prepare for the downhill (" bad" days) as it always comes. ;)
Cant have it all I guess. Grateful for the break, I tell ya what
Think I got a spot to hang my boots was sposed to look at it today but she had to put off til tomorrow. Ya'll send some good vibes at my possible landlord, plz?
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bam! :p backslide is in effect. hahaha
opened this morning at got cut at 9 cause its slow. i told ya it was coming hope this is the worst that can go wrong today. :rolleyes: I need that money and will be looking for something more income stable.
in other news: hope to get that apt today. will post results was sposed to be yesterday for crying out loud and petes sake.
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on the bright side i needed some rest. been going for like 8 days now. need to give the ol legs a stretch for i get all stove up ;)
 
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