Just an update, and honestly, I’ve been holding back on such an update because I don’t want a bunch of people thinking they can self-medicate with Meth and copycatting me. It’s just not something I would recommend, unless you meet the following criteria: First and foremost, your willpower and mental strength are in top-notch shape; you’ve been through the horrors of addiction, you’ve lost everything, you’ve hit rock bottom. You know what triggers drug abuse, and you know when those circumstances are in-play. You know where you went wrong the first time, the second time, the 50th time. But now your life has changed such that said triggers are no longer present: You are now a changed individual.
If Adderall isn’t working, and you’re doing well in life, you really need to start abusing Adderall, for years. You really need to lose every last thing you have and then some. Then you need to analyze how it all transpired, analyze what factors led to the abuse, and then make it a point to never repeat those steps again. You have to be incredibly strong, and incredibly determined.
You never snort it, you never smoke it, you never shoot it: You ingest tiny, minuscule, “therapeutic” amounts. You exercise every day, you eat good, healthy food every day, you get at least 5 hours of sleep every night. If you find yourself staying up all night and going to work the next morning: STOP NOW! This isn’t the medication for you, you can’t handle it.
Watch it with the porn, this is coming from someone who produces it; no porn on weeknights. None. Weekends? Maybe.
Tell a close friend, I mean a really close friend what you’re attempting to do. Tell him/her to step in if they notice any problems. Make absolutely certain this friend is trustworthy, and won’t repeat anything to anyone!
Last, but not least, you find a good connect. One that sources good, clean Meth. It’s going to cost you, but man-alive, the difference is night-and-day. I can’t emphasize enough how important it Is to get quality, top-notch gear.
My last post was November 28th, 2018, I had just started a new job at a Billion-Dollar Multinational Corporation. It was my first shot at a Corporate Position: 6 Months later, no degree, no real professional experience, and I’m now a critical asset. My name is known across the country, and beyond. I literally go from zero to hero overnight. I’m exchanging email’s with Vice Presidents, (like legit VP’s) I’m exchanging emails with General Counsel, I’m exchanging emails with all kinds of very important people, internally and externally. Big-name US Corporations here. My name is being dropped. I’m now getting random emails from random Directors in other Countries, asking me to handle extremely important tasks. Most everybody I’m working with is making well into 6-figures. I am my own boss, as I have been since day 1. Nobody touches me. Why would you want to? I’m a phenomenon. The awards get old after a while, I mean it’s every other day it seems I’m doing something amazing, finding something amazing, solving something in amazing fashion. Everybody knows my name.
Right at my peak, I mean right at the climax of everything, I hit the grand slams of grand slams: I figure out how to generate a report, a report that shows millions of dollars’ worth of orders on hold, orders dating back to 2004. My Director laughs herself silly upon being informed. “Wow, just wow” - I believe those were the exact words she repeated several times over, in absolute disbelief.
At 9-months in I get fired for making a comment to a woman I shouldn’t have. In no way-shape-or-form should I have been terminated. In no way-shape-or-form was Company Policy followed. Shockwaves go out when my termination is announced: I’m immediately inundated with calls/texts from coworkers in disbelief, how on earth could you fire me? I was a phenomenon, a leader, an amazing guy! People are jumping at the chance to be one of my references.
I’ve come so far at this point that I’m not worried: I’ve made friends in high places, a few in really high places. I send a few emails out. An Investigation is formally opened by a member of the leadership team. As in one of the people you see listed on the “Leadership” page of a Corporations website. This is a billion-dollar corporation.
3 Months later the person responsible for my termination is terminated himself: I have a shot at getting my job back.
Self-Medicating ADHD with Meth: It can be done. But please be careful.
Self-medicating ADHD with Meth is not just playing with fire, it’s playing with atomic fusion.
Last but not least, no matter how successful you are, no matter how well it’s working, never dare tell a soul you’re using Meth: It will cause you no end of shit.
