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Say something you can't say to their face

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Never had a thought like that, I just sort of say it and think about it's social impact after the fact. People call it amusing to my face but I highly doubt they're being truthful.
 
I wish you knew how to sensually make love to me. Is it weird how bad I want you high with me. Why wouldn't I though, misery loves fucking over its company.
I saw c..a..e today while I was getting my weekly supply from the girl that came after me. And when I looked at him, I was instantly reminded of the passionate love we used to make. And I missed it. I missed it bad.
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UpUpAndAway6, living a life without passion is like only drinking water for the rest of your life. Yes, you'll live, but so fucking what? I'm so sorry to read this and sorrier to say my very deepest insides understand. :(
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You are one of the most hateful people I've ever met. If you think he's such a piece of shit, why did you have a child with him, you idiotic mangled asshair? And now, you treat both of them like corroded maggots? I want to wrap my bare fucking hands around your hateful throat and choke the hate out of you...and if I fail and you just politely die first, I'll raise him as my own and show him what REAL love looks like, you booger tissue. Jerk.
 
Oh dear, you were just perfect today. Please don't change back. Wish you'd tried harder..
 
You really need to exercise, I don't want to live with a 300 pounder like your mom. And stop with the feminism bullshit! I can't stand arguing over every little thing because of your dumb pride I want to shove my cock in your mouth just to quiet you down! Also I want to have a 3 way with your friend you should just invite her into our bedroom instead of acting all shy.
 
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I still love talking to you. Too bad both of us don't get along that well. Perhaps one day..
 
I always just say it to their face, lol. This is why I have very few very close friends and very little stress.

You guys should try it. Just let go and say any damned thing you like. It's liberating.
 
^ I have tried it during most of my time and as a result my family is pretty hurt. And as for my colleagues to whom I used to speak out things that I thought to be genuinely honest, and as simple, honest, straightforwardly as they could be people did not stuck with me when I needed them most. I assume that when you have a life like some of us have, things become increasingly difficult when you try to keep being who you are at all times.

I did win my 'sweat heart' due to my total honesty and I see myself surrounded by people I love. Not as many, but enough. Looking back I see It could have been much different, and at certain point I regret not being as diplomatic as I am now. Or believe I am presently. But you are right, it can be quite liberating.
 
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I am so tired of struggling with my physical health. I just want a chance to live a normal fucking life. I'm very intelligent. I'm talented. I'm ambitious, but who would know it? No one, because of the never fucking ending physical health struggle and the severe pain. I'm just so sick of it. Yeah I take drugs to knock the pain down enough to function. When I can. It's like night and day, when I have pain relief vs when I dont, isn't it? I'm a completely different person, because I can just do what I need to. I dont know how much more of this struggle I can take. I'm tired of feeling like a burden. I'm just so fed up beyond words. So frustrated. Sigh. God. Wake me up from this nightmare, tell me this is just a bad dream and not *my fucking actual life*. Are you KIDDING me?????????????? Holy FUCK. ENOUGH ALREADY. Life doesn't stop or pause when im sick and/or in severe pain....and I'm always one or the other, most often both. Oh my GOD please help me. Please. I feel so trapped. Trying not to lose hope. How many more years, I dont know. People need me, and I can barely take care of MYSELF. This is a formidible opponent. The only thing I've not been able to just CRUSH. Have mercy on me universe, if not for my own sake, then for those who need me. Please. Please. Please...
 
^^ As cliche as it may sound, you make your own path as you move forward. Good or bad ultimately depends on how you do it. ;) you can get by with whatever you set your mind to.
 
I can't believe I trusted you. You pretty much met me and within a week I assume experienced what is known to be love at first sight. You practically begged me to go on a date with you and hang out with you and go to parties with you even though I was going to go regardless. I didn't have any affection towards you at first and then you grew on me slowly. I realized I liked you a lot in a months worth of time. You were so sweet most of the time and made me feel beautiful because you always reminded me every day and told me I made your days brighter. Better. Happier. You only saw me during my best times, really. During my worst times you would backlash everything I said and throw sarcaam back and forth with me. Sometimes it was funny and it cheered me up but most of the time it hurt my feelings because you seemed so serious and have a really shitty taste in words. I promise you that much. I cried at work twice because of you hurting my feelungs as I was under the assumption that you liked me. The plot twist was that you said you didn't date coworkers, then you fell for me harder than you expected. But you weren't prepared for me and time has proven that you never will be. You thought you could take me in fully and love me for just what you saw, but not all of me. You told me I was crazy and to commit myself to a psych ward and told me that medicine was a simple solution to my problems. It isn't and you will never understand because you think you have a perfect life. Your words prove that you're just a piece of shit. I let you in to some personal things and even started writing down little things about you so I would remember them. This was just supposed to be casual, I get that, but what's casual about you saying I like you a lot? You confuse me, because I don't know if you're done and if you ever will be. But I'm not leaving my job over you. So I'll just brush you off to the side and maybe you'll be around me so much that you'll try to talk to me again but this time it won't be easy. I always questioned if I was your one night stand, singing Dirty Little Secret by the All-American Rejects. But I suppose I have dirty little secrets about you too, so just try me. Fuck you for now.
 
Falling out of love with you. You want to live as if you were single but enjoy the benefits of being married. Sex is just sex, specially under these circumstances.
 
do you even like me?

im tired of walking home after giving you weed thinking maybe we could hug, but ending up going home and punching myself in the head until i cry myself to sleep
 
^ Your words reflect precisely what I think when it comes to my own situation at the moment.
I do think you hate me more than you love me. I don't know what has happened with us anymore.
And I'm so tired to be the one to always have to start and make it right again.
 
re: the response to my post about health struggles:
I was born with a connective tissue disorder. I know you meant well, and I keep myself in a good place mentally for the most part, but no amount if positive thinking will cure me. I'm well aware that I make my own path in life, which is why I fight for my health as best as I can and do the things I am able to to improve my health. I'm certainly not trying to be rude, as again, I know you meant well. But chronic illness and pain isn't wished away by happy thoughts. And again, I keep my mind right. I'm one of the happiest people I know. Ans kindness is monumentally important to me, always has been, and being chronically ill has only strengthened that sentiment for me. On my profile my favorite quote is "Be kind, for everyone you net is fighting a hard battle." I do my best to live this. Walking around on dislocated hips, having my hands swell to 3x their normal size from punched nerve ans blood vessels in my shoulders from constant sublux/dislocation isn't something I can smile away though. Instead, I keep a broad outlook on life, stay strong and positive, and constantly research and try new things to make myself better physically. Even within what I have, sone have it more mildly and some far worse than I do. I absolutely encourage the sick to be their own advocate and never giver up, search for ways to help themselves, and appreciate whats important in life. Hope this clears things up. Peace.
 
Also, pain us only one of many many symptoms and bodily systems affected. Gastroparesis is one. Having apoor immune staten ans frequently suffering months long bots of pneumonia, etc. I'm not interested in listing pages of symptoms and related illnesses. I'm hoping this doesn't pick up steam bevause in a frustrated moment I write something here, meanwhile in my life I smile and am strong and there for my loved ones as best as I can be, though I wish I could more often be of better practical help. I dont wish to tell my entire story. This is a response to the person who responded to my post only.
 
^ So sorry to hear that. It's a real difficult thing you are going through.
I do hope with all my heart that you feel better! <3
 
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I love you more and more as the years pass by, I lucked up landing the best girl to spend my life with.. But if you were a man omg I would have beat the shit out of you so many times, lol. But I was raised right and will never lay a hand on you that wasn't gentle. I love you baby. But stop intentionally pissing me off so you can get rough sex
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Dang rough sex is my favorite!
Maybe that's her turn on!
Give it how she wants it!
 
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