actually I dont think I can compete with your true love, and I dont want to, as I cannot win. I love your spirit, I love your mind and body. However its plain to me that meth has your soul. Its not a criticism, its how I see it . If you were to give up tomorrow, and take on life as a non user, I am sure it would be five years hard work. i can give that, but are you willing to? It would probably easier for us both to become slaves to a chemical, and i am a lazy cunt. But i dont want to become a slave to anything, (at least willingly) And being with you (which I love), with a habit, surely will end in disaster.
I love you, I think we are good people together. I hope we can have awesome times together and enjoy what the universe has to offer. But i cant afford a meth habit, spiritually, financially, or emotionally. Can I help ? I hope so.