salvia conveyor belt explained! (maybe): Salvia noodles
many of you have noticed the big salvia conveyor belt thread:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=392699
in the thread many many people realized that we have had a shared experience on salvia, though we have called it different things
we are all being forced along a path, on some sort of conveyor belt, within a geometrical machine
when i made my reply i suggested it might be a clue or link to new physics required to understand consciousness, because the experience includes a lot of things like time distortion/ripping and space distortion/ripping and odd material and odd forces (someone else alluded to quantum weirdness and such being present)
another person added that if our consciousness can experience something so non-functional and so intensely non-normal in terms of everything we've experienced before, perhaps consciousness is not just emerging from a pattern (aka neural networks or other information processing networks) that evolved, but something more fundamental to our universe, because when we disturb the energy pattern we call the brain with salvia our consciousness still does not give way
well i have an explanation why instead of passing out, we experience the salvia machine instead
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every time i went on the conveyor belt, all around me were what i will call salvia noodles. they are striped in color usually (mine were often red-yellow-red-yellow), in my trips they looked metallicy/shiny but also cartoony
does anyone else get the salvia noodles? any striped structures, or pipelines, wires or strings or tubes basically, going in the direction of the conveyor belt
(the way they look makes it seem as if they are part of the actual structure of my consciousness itself... ive seen structures made of that material while in very deep exploration of self on other psychedelics and sober... i believe it might be part of the framework of my consciousness itself. and of course, it is not a real 'material' so to speak)
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there is something else that the salvia noodles look like: world lines. particles like photons that are following out their trajectories (according to whatever laws 'govern' their behavior) trace out world lines
in the salvia trip, you see these worldines all around you, and the crazy thing is that you yourself are being forcefully pushed along with these worldlines!
so the picture is that you are being pulled along by some force, and that same force drags along those noodles as well
just like anything else we know of, you are being taken down paths due to the physical laws governing your constituent entities/particles. you are totally integrated into this universe, not separate at all, you are just like a particle. you are an electron, forced towards the proton, in a sense
the salvia machine is the structure that gives rise to your conscious awareness (aka, qualia), and the action of the chemical salvinorin A takes you to the 'bottom of the rabit hole' of consciousness
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it does this by stripping away all cognition and mental faculties, including the senses and reasoning, by disrupting the neural network which serves as information-bridge between the consciousness and the rest of the brain composed of normal matter that we know about,
the result being that all you experience is the structure which is giving rise to consciousness, and the emotion of fear
if this is true, since it is a visual experience,
* consciousness and the brain first linked by having the consciousness intercept visual information through the above mentioned (but at that time primitively evolved) bridge
* and the first feedback (and subjective feeling for itself) that the consciousness was able to give to the brain was fear
* free will is an illusion which is obliterated by salvia (hence the forced path you must take during the experience) because with the above mentioned bridge severed, the part of the brain providing that illusion is no longer sending/recieving information to the consciousness 'machine'. (maybe this is why the experience is scary, though? then we'd have to rethink all of this. which is of course what i expect most of you to do, this is but one stepping stone idea, perhaps it is way off course [actually.. probably is way off course]. but perhaps we can get somewhere?)
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so the action of the chemical salvinorin A must be on the neural system that directly feeds and gets feedback from whatever is producing qualia (hehe, i already suspected that an opiate/endorphin system would be the one)
it disrupts this system, so much that it severes or nearly severes and so YOU (you are your consciousness) no longer recieve/send info from the parts of the brain that A. recieve data from the outside world, B. think about stuff C. feel things D. etc; you just experience whatever there is when all of that is gone: the pattern creating your consciousness itself
all conscious and nonconscious cognition is stripped except the bare essence/structure of the 'machine' creating said consciousness, and you get a look at that machine
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thanks for reading, sorry for the length
lets build on this or start from scratch and try to see if we can figure things out about this crazy salvia universe
qwe