Salvia Not Working
5x. 10x. 20x. Water in bong. No water in bong. Torch lighter. Regular lighter. Held in for 30 seconds, 40 seconds, entire minute. Closed eyes. Opened eyes. Dark with silence or music. Light with silence or music.
I've tried combinations of all those things with no success for breaking through. How. can. this. be. I've seen the most un-face-like objects turn into faces, and all forms would turn human-like. I've felt the sinking sensation of merging, but only lightly. But I haven't broken through. I know what breaking through is like and it's the best I've ever had and I want to do it again with Salvia alone, not with other drugs in the mix.
The only time I've ever broken through with Salvia was while also on DXM. Magical. Out of body experience. Couldn't tell if eyes were open or closed. I flew. I saw. I felt. I experienced.
On Salvia alone, I only get a bizarre shift in reality with no closed eye visuals and I retain the ability to walk around extremely confused. I'm still aware that I'm in my room, it's just that I feel as if there are humanoid faces staring at me, making things creepy. Let me explain what it's like to almost breakthrough: you attempt to disappear from a room into another dimension, but your device fails and you are left in that room with a bunch of strange, staring face. You feel the crushing defeat, you desperately wish you were where you thought you'd be, and you feel awkward just sitting around with these hallucinations staring at you.
Once or twice, I've gone to amnesia (on 10x... STRANGE). This makes me feel as if Salvia is just fickle.
What am I doing wrong? Do I really have to smoke the entire gram of 20x to breakthrough on Salvia alone like I did with Salvia + DXM? Should I hold my breath for a minute and a half? Should I keep smoking for like 3 minutes, non-stop?
Now. I feel that I deserve to go for higher extracts. I've been nothing but responsible, I never posted a Youtube video of myself. I followed all the rules. All the rules down the letter! I respected the drug. I was patient. I tried many times. I calmed down, I relaxed. But still, no breakthrough. I have no idea why or what I did wrong.
I'm beginning to suspect that you-know-who was giving out mislabeled extracts. 20x shouldn't possibly be this hard to breakthrough on.
I want to get 60x, but is that going to be a ripoff no matter where I go? If I can't breakthrough on 60x, then something is wrong with me. Please give me your opinions on this situation.
You know, no one has ever asked this before:
Is salvia an expensive high? Am I supposed to view that 5x as something to do all at once? Same for the 20x? I've always thought you could breakthrough like 10 or 20 times on a gram of extract if you smoked it correctly, but now I'm beginning to think that a breakthrough
costs half a gram or even an entire gram in one sitting.