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eh, forgot to mention Samantha ... he obv gets specialdirected his way ;p
(eh, really gone now, promise
He gets a lotta love because he's more than worth it and few appreciate so, I'm so glad you do too - amazing peeps he is
i love him but its very uncool of me to say...Night night EADD
You're getting into the role, atm, and you love it. Don't lie.
Must be exciting though, only two weeks to go and that. I'll bet those weeks will fly by and you'll be straight in at the deep end before you know it.
And a good morning to the rest of the morning crew.
Nah read again I start Monday, I'd have been fine if I'd have had an empty house all day, problematic as it is I still like solitude and get precious little. It doesn't do me much good though so it's a good thing or i just turn into a vegetable...I don't know a sweed maybe
I'm quite up for it with very little anxiety, lets hope it all works out .
mattnotrik
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About to have my first ever coffee, it deserves a post, always fucking hated the smell of it but no stims in the house, dont really fancy having a defqon to go with my assignment, 9 spoon fulls of the soil dust should do be right, wish me luck only about 3-4 more hours to go, 2 weeks late but what can be done, tis been easter
Mailmonkey
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lol at your 2 choices of study aid.....a defqon, or a 9 spoon coffee, how did the coffee go? Did you get all Cornholio on it?
I've resisted passing comment on the naive, horny, pot-smoking teenagers for as long as possible and can bear it no longer. If I could encounter a few of them this particular Friday it'd be great but I'll have to settle for getting paid and a couple of days off work instead. Or, being in Manchester and all, the machete-wielding murderer. Nothing if not realistic.
Kate, I'm a horrible bastard in reality, but thank you for the kind (and not at all intoxicated) words.
Actually brought a smile to my face this morning, before I noticed it in the mirror and immediately resumed the frown.
No Friday thread yet? Shoddy bunch of bastards. I too would like to hear the results of the coffee experiment - I've heard tales of people really climbing the walls from their first coffee. Caffeine's a more powerful drug than a lot of people give it credit for.
Kate, I'm a horrible bastard in reality, but thank you for the kind (and not at all intoxicated) words.
Actually brought a smile to my face this morning, before I noticed it in the mirror and immediately resumed the frown.
No Friday thread yet? Shoddy bunch of bastards. I too would like to hear the results of the coffee experiment - I've heard tales of people really climbing the walls from their first coffee. Caffeine's a more powerful drug than a lot of people give it credit for.
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There has been some recent discussion over in BDD about caffeine, I seem impervious to its effects, I could drink 5 or 6 espressos in a row and feel nothing, I have tried stopping it in the past to see if it was affecting my GAD but saw no change at all. Reading up about all the old info saying its a diuretic seems to be largely BS as well.
I know some people who are shaking off of one cup so I'm also interested to see what effect it has on someone who hasn't ever really had caffeine before.
You can still have your fantasies about teenage girls Sam, I've got a 9 year old daughter now and its just made that one feel totally wrong.....not in a good way before you start, you twisted feker you
There has been some recent discussion over in BDD about caffeine, I seem impervious to its effects, I could drink 5 or 6 espressos in a row and feel nothing, I have tried stopping it in the past to see if it was affecting my GAD but saw no change at all. Reading up about all the old info saying its a diuretic seems to be largely BS as well.
I know some people who are shaking off of one cup so I'm also interested to see what effect it has on someone who hasn't ever really had caffeine before.
You can still have your fantasies about teenage girls Sam, I've got a 9 year old daughter now and its just made that one feel totally wrong.....not in a good way before you start, you twisted feker you
Acid4Blood
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Hope y'all have wonderful daze!
Hope y'all have wonderful daze!
Do you know what, atm? Despite my numerous fantasies about teenage girls and general perviness, whenever the opportunity actually arises I'm never really that predatory and end up getting protective rather than anything. Which I often regret the very next morning when missed opportunities inevitably come to mind along with the 5am irresistible stab-on, but there's always an easy solution to that.
I remember one occasion not more than a couple of years ago where we ended up with a mate's work colleagues and only the young girls (17-21) stayed out. They'd smuggled some vodka and a couple of them were hammered and basically open to suggestion. One of them even vomited in her hand.
I ended up pleading with one of the more sober ones to get a taxi with the rest, just because I was terrified of looking like some would-be date rapist creep. Instead of just a common creep.
Morning to you too, A4B!
I remember one occasion not more than a couple of years ago where we ended up with a mate's work colleagues and only the young girls (17-21) stayed out. They'd smuggled some vodka and a couple of them were hammered and basically open to suggestion. One of them even vomited in her hand.
I ended up pleading with one of the more sober ones to get a taxi with the rest, just because I was terrified of looking like some would-be date rapist creep. Instead of just a common creep.
Morning to you too, A4B!
jancrow
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I would put money on the nine spoon coffee being counterproductive. Huge doses of caffeine are really, really unpleasant.
ponch
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I had 2 double espressos before a lecture once, spent most of it gripping my pen feeling very irritable rather than learning anything. I try to keep it to one espresso a day, generally in the morning. Caffeine is pretty disgusting :/
I'm a heavy caffeine abuser, but I've had to cut coffee out of my life almost completely because I drink too much and it just exacerbates any anxiety I might be feeling, as well as killing my appetitite. It's extremely useful for its laxative effect though, I find.
I drink lots of tea nowadays instead, and I get on a lot better. Thinking back, coffee probably had a far more profound effect on my behaviour than I thought at the time.
I drink lots of tea nowadays instead, and I get on a lot better. Thinking back, coffee probably had a far more profound effect on my behaviour than I thought at the time.
Tea still has caffeine in it though it seems a general rule of thumb about half as much as normal cup of coffee.
I only really drink coffee in the morning, partly because I'm a fussy bugger and me being me it has to be just so, I only drink it black with no sugar and loath cheap stuff, I've had various coffee machines in the past but that just lead to excessive consumption but a cup of coffee for me is 3 spoons of a really good instant and only fill the cup up about 3/4 of the way.
2-3 of those in the morning and I'm fine, like I say I've stopped in the past more than once and couldn't see any difference and that was even with the objective view of Mrs atm.
My early years of work involved allot of foreign travel as an electronics field engineer and drinking coffee and smoking constantly was the norm so I think I must have just built up some kind of immunity.
People should also not forget that coffee does have some positive effects its an antioxidant it may reduce your chances of getting Parkingsons and Gallstones amongst quite a few other documented up sides.
But I would strongly advice anyone suffering from anxiety to cease caffeine (best to taper down a bit as CT may give you a nasty headache) for a good couple of months to see if it helps.
So many people don't see it for the stimulant it is in the same way people don't think of alcohol as a drug
I only really drink coffee in the morning, partly because I'm a fussy bugger and me being me it has to be just so, I only drink it black with no sugar and loath cheap stuff, I've had various coffee machines in the past but that just lead to excessive consumption but a cup of coffee for me is 3 spoons of a really good instant and only fill the cup up about 3/4 of the way.
2-3 of those in the morning and I'm fine, like I say I've stopped in the past more than once and couldn't see any difference and that was even with the objective view of Mrs atm.
My early years of work involved allot of foreign travel as an electronics field engineer and drinking coffee and smoking constantly was the norm so I think I must have just built up some kind of immunity.
People should also not forget that coffee does have some positive effects its an antioxidant it may reduce your chances of getting Parkingsons and Gallstones amongst quite a few other documented up sides.
But I would strongly advice anyone suffering from anxiety to cease caffeine (best to taper down a bit as CT may give you a nasty headache) for a good couple of months to see if it helps.
So many people don't see it for the stimulant it is in the same way people don't think of alcohol as a drug
If I ever end up in bed with a truly incapacitating hangover, then the caffeine withdrawal kicks in along with the hangover symptoms and it's a world of pain. If I don't have a brew by midday even without the hangover, I still tend to feel a bit shitty.
The caffeine reduction really has helped, and I must get myself back into drinking green and white tea soon, although the milk in my tea probably helps keep me looking less corpse-like.
The caffeine reduction really has helped, and I must get myself back into drinking green and white tea soon, although the milk in my tea probably helps keep me looking less corpse-like.
11:23, now if that had been pm ........
Nah I seem impervious I often go days without especially if I'm late in the morning and have a busy day at work and don't notice any ill effects, it's clear my wings are like a shield of steel when it comes to caffeine, its just everything else that fekers me up
Nah I seem impervious I often go days without especially if I'm late in the morning and have a busy day at work and don't notice any ill effects, it's clear my wings are like a shield of steel when it comes to caffeine, its just everything else that fekers me up
Hadn't noticed the timing of my post, but that's about as good as it gets in the morning isn't it? :D
I think there may well be many people who are less susceptible to the effects or feel them differently. My mother used to drink a cup of coffee at bedtime, which is just bizarre to my mind, but she usually slept.
I think there may well be many people who are less susceptible to the effects or feel them differently. My mother used to drink a cup of coffee at bedtime, which is just bizarre to my mind, but she usually slept.
monstanoodle
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Just wait till 12:34pm11:23, now if that had been pm ........
I know it's not actually 23 but tis good enough
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