Yeah me too, unfortunately. I really like gabapentin. I used it to help quit phenibut. I like phenibut even more, not only is it a gabapentinoid but it's also a GABA-B agonist. I've been taking gabapentin every few days as it helps put me in the perfect mindset for playing music, so I use it for band practices or shows a lot of the time. Plus I just like it a lot.
Alcohol should help although it doesn't share a mechanism of action. Actually gabapentin doesn't affect gaba receptors at all, it is a ligand that blocks VDCC (voltage-dependent calcium channels). It's called gabapentin because it's structurally related to GABA, but it works differently. it also has similar effects and similar withdrawal so it's largely immaterial but thought I'd mention it anyway. Alcohol will offer some relief but it won't block the withdrawal.